Crazy Lil' White

PetitionSpot

2009-01-12T23:27:00.001+08:00

2008-11-09T03:38:00.002+08:00

aint good person
going for the rich persons
wearing like a rich persons' child
bullshitting like high-end star
shiny bling-blings all over
segregating from the no-class groupies
but, possessing less than 50 bucks in your account
richie rich's mask of deception
*shoot ya'll dead!
or, shall i say, "In Your Face!!"

i need someone with well-shaped ears to lend me.
preaches the good for me.
a pleasant someone as a trusted being.
cos, im in aint good condition for now.
with psychological and emotional that toil.
for reasons it happened.
just like a crawl has no limit to it.
described in pain and gore.
aimlessly hanging in the midst of the space.

and you are so far away.
far from what im about to say.
i just need you today.
Ibn' Sukaimi, Al-Ummi Al-kabeer. :(
(still wanna thank you for your words that night)

Get Crunk Up

2008-11-03T00:47:00.007+08:00

it all ended well.

Alhamdulillah.
He knows Best!

Im pretty cool these few days.
Spent satifying times with those dope people around.

Understanding is just the basic needs.

And I got that numerous times.

They loosen me up with awesome cracky jokes.

Anytime, anywhere will be the laugh-floor.

This is the period i grow up.

Well, it's a pleasant moments when im single.
I still wanna stay this way.

Get crunky in the streets, exposing my teeth to the world!

If you feel me, im gonna feel the you beyond your dreams.

Puma Freak

Just another dream to put on Puma outfits.

From Tops to Sneakers.

Shirts, Jackets, Pants, Shoes or Puma accessories.

Woohoo!! Totally addicted!

But, my main aim will be....

"Puma First Round"

(colours may vary from shown)

Gonna Get My Hands On It!

2008-10-27T03:47:00.002+08:00

that piece hurts.
shall i move on and pursue my dreams.
none shall stop me from it.
He's the Best Guidance afterall.

Let's have a word on money.
It's meant to be spent!
Woohoo!!
But, how valuable is it?
How can it benefit others, especially those in need?
Again, money is to be spent.
End of the day, you'll not bring it along to your very own 7-foot-down motel.
To earn, there are 1001 ways.
You can cook, fish, carry loads, switch switches, talk, dance n etc.
Even a baby is able to earn, maybe just by crying infront of your TV set.
There's no age limit for someone to earn.
It'll keep on growing in amount over time.
So, tell me, how do you spend?
Grab your favourite branded outfits?
Dinner at luxurious restaurants?
Or maybe, forking out for charity?
Money earned are not only for self.
It's also for others around you!
Cos' no man is an island.
None are born the same as you!
It'll be superbly a great pleasure if you sincerely give to others.
It may not necessary be donating to the poors.
Don't go far yet.
Have you ever asked your friend "hey, have you had your meal?"
Or, "What did you get yourself for the whole day?"
Do you know how much is left in his/her wallet?
Just by sharing a part of your share, is able to create a smile on someone's face.
Action speaks louder than words.
Have you heard of it?
Learn to love others like how you love yourself.
Like how you want to fill up your empty stomach.
Like how you want to be trendy like the rest.
We may have grabbed these a time ago.
What about others who could only crave for one?
Sometimes, a small deed can ligthen others' burden.
Every single human carries a heart with feelings.
But, don't you ever forget to feed yourself first before others.
Sharing should be practical.
Cos' sharing symbolises caring. In a form or other.
Also, share your happiness with others.
We humans are helpless.
We need each other to grow, to live.
And, there'll be a time, we will be graved.
There'll be a time when your assets no longer within your reach.
What will happen to it?
Always remember or imagine the hard times.
There'll be no loss in giving others.
Whatever it is, have a limit to yourself.
Retribution applies.

Said through experience and watching of animes.

2008-10-22T21:56:00.004+08:00

G.J: Raya

G.J: Constructive

Geng Jahat: Singapore

2008

2008-10-14T03:16:00.002+08:00

heyy...
cherish me, shall i cherish you.
the way that smile is being created, i adore.
gigglings of excitement swings the mood pleasantly.
introductions are yet to be taken into action.
oh please..
this is just me shall you cherish.
and, that beauty of yours, i adore.
words of inspiration groom the ties graciously.
and so, attractions against temptations.
:)

2008-10-04T01:09:00.002+08:00

Arrgghh...!!
Macam mane?
Macam mane?
Aku nak.
Tapi aku pun tak nak.
Macam mane?
Buntu. Bingung. Boring.
Bagaimana harus aku mulakan?
Hmm...
Tapi, aku seram.
Dapat, syok!
Tak dapat, tak rugi tapi hampa.
Oopss! Yang menentukan kan Allah.
Jadi... Aku kena usahakan.
Aku kena betulkan niat and usaha aku.
Yupzie!
Alaa.. Aku masih ragu dan buntu.
Keinginan atau keperluan?
Payahlah...
Tetap, aku kena pilih.
Bak pepatah orang putih "take it or leave it".
Masih tergantung.

2008-10-02T02:01:00.002+08:00

Ramadhan..
has left us decently...
have we done enough gains from that month?
or did we just abandon that month..?
Syawal..
arrived right after ramadhan...
do we feel the glorious in this month?
or just a commercial month for us...?
Reminisce..

Those unspoken words.
To fullfil those words, is mere easy task.
To resist has been challenging throughout.
One statement explains well for those words.
Is it a 'need' or a 'want'? Desire.
The solution that leads someone to do the rights or the otherwise.
Behind the unspoken words lies, J.I.N
J- Jinn, I- Iblis, N-Nafsu.
Doesn't mean someone with folds of muscles is able to weight it off.
The piece of meat within someone that controls.
Having it to be controlled is an uneasy task.
But once someone get a hang of it, it's already at fingertips.
This is part of life actually. Experience matters.
Now, i've got my own challenge.
Have you got yours?

2008-09-29T04:34:00.002+08:00

i smiled cos' u did.
an expression of joy shown to me.
indeed it created a jovial mood in me.
that, drives me to do good.

i've learnt alot, yet it is not enough.
experience teaches me how to react accordingly, positively.
the mixtures with different age group.
in a place where i call community.
i adore communicating with the elders.
the jokes, the experiences shared, the sincerity n etc..
some are for me to instill to self.
interacting with younger group has the fun too.
their movements are able to burst me into tears of joy.
these are creations of God.
i cant deny my love for everyone's smile.
it just so making me strong and stronger each time.
thanks all for making me appreciate life.
In the end, shall we taste death....

im starting to change some things in me.
of cos for a better, insyallah.
this is a challenge to me.
so, u need to help me. :)

~Hey you, funny someone you are. haha!
This will be different Raya without my paternal granddad.
Allah, spare him from any 'azab in the grave. amin.

2008-09-10T04:57:00.002+08:00

In this beautiful month of Ramadhan, i see alot of good things after every obstacle i go through. before i start with any points, shall i mention this earlier, it is beyond words. Here, whatever that is stated is what lies underneath my heart.

The month of Ramadan in which was revealed the Qur'an, a guidance for mankind, and clear proofs of the guidance, and the Criterion (of right and wrong). And whosoever of you is present, let him fast the month, and whosoever of you is sick or on a journey, (let him fast the same) number of other days. Allah desireth for you ease; He desireth not hardship for you; and (He desireth) that ye should complete the period, and that ye should magnify Allah for having guided you, and that peradventure ye may be thankful. (2:185)

For these past few days, i've been thinking alot much on relationships. Stop stereotyping, not male-female relationship. Engaging good communications with friends of mine strucked my mind. Not all people are the same. So, i have to treat different people differently at different timing and environment. The type of tone, language plays a part too.
Reason for this muhasabah, is to have pleasant environment, also for the betterment of else. In a way or another, im lending my hand to friends of mine to improve their character. I honestly love every one of the people whom i know. Especially to those youngsters who frequently present themselves at my most beloved mosque, Darul Ghufran Mosque. I despise who exist to be self-centered. It can just tear me down. Every conflicts occurred infront of my eyes simply hurt me despite it may not get me involved. Yet, i need someone who i really can share every single detail of my treasured feelings to him/her. I need to settle myself before guiding or being guided by friends.
I felt some pinch these days. It got me disheartened after incidences. To whom shall i share, is yet to be known. I don't want to bottle it up cos' i may create hatred among friends. So far from my intention. Alhamdulillah some relationships have been created and some are being polished.
My friends who read this, be nice to all. Just be nice. It does not make someone less decent or lose by saying 'thank you' , 'sorry' , 'please'.

2008-09-08T03:46:00.002+08:00

it was plain ordinary thing.
never thought challenges bound to happen.
overlooked by me.
it was Him who made me realised.
it was that thing which was the bridge to deliver it.
the challenge which snapped me out of my snappiness.
in this month of Ramadhan filled with rahmah and maghfirah.
that droplets rolled down my cheek with reasons.
with the perseverance that was witnessed by self.
the answers to 'need' and 'want', revealed.
sacrifice was the other.
love groomed me to be better.
other qualities too.
another young living thing, too, enlightened my path to Heavens.
shall i thank you in silence.
a new communication created during the thing.
smiles at certain period cheered me.
lessons presented were not to be instilled just for the intended.
but, a great lesson for the ones with that intention.
from the roots up till' the leaves shall we obeserve every environment.
ending shall be faced by all that ever existed.
lastly, to Him shall we meet in different manners.
your presence turned me on emotionally, ya abi shahab.

the thing is Ramadhan Youth Camp.
i felt like a better person now, thank u committee members of RYC.
i seek more Guidance, Oh Allah!
Alhamdulillah.

2008-09-03T14:14:00.002+08:00

When the sun rises,
i've been restricted to consume mostly everything.
except, to inhale and exhale.
eyes opened, hands-on.
working to earn for a purpose.
experiences gain to share with others.
also, patience tested to endure.
smiles created, cheering up the mood.
hunger and thirst obstructed me not.
with nice people around, soothes any unpleasant mood.
the entasked job, shall i be carrying out gladly.
the presence of you, create better ambience.
the presence of you, ligthen me some load.
He who burden someone beyond its scope, not.

when the sun sets,
shall i consume according to His laws.
shall i prostray according to my wish.
shall i remember Him with my every actions done.
serenity have been felt.
joyful moments continue to be created.
in that blue structure.
also, in that yellow structure too.
you, have been making me smile.
you, again have helped me.
the fun and laughters, the call of prayers.
He who gave these glad-tidings.

Alhamdulillah, He allows me to meet Ramadhan again. Subhanallah.

يَـٰٓأَيُّهَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ كُتِبَ عَلَيۡڪُمُ ٱلصِّيَامُ كَمَا كُتِبَ عَلَى ٱلَّذِينَ مِن قَبۡلِڪُمۡ لَعَلَّكُمۡ تَتَّقُونَ (١٨٣) أَيَّامً۬ا مَّعۡدُودَٲتٍ۬‌ۚ فَمَن كَانَ مِنكُم مَّرِيضًا أَوۡ عَلَىٰ سَفَرٍ۬ فَعِدَّةٌ۬ مِّنۡ أَيَّامٍ أُخَرَ‌ۚ وَعَلَى ٱلَّذِينَ يُطِيقُونَهُ ۥ فِدۡيَةٌ۬ طَعَامُ مِسۡكِينٍ۬‌ۖ فَمَن تَطَوَّعَ خَيۡرً۬ا فَهُوَ خَيۡرٌ۬ لَّهُ ۥ‌ۚ وَأَن تَصُومُواْ خَيۡرٌ۬ لَّڪُمۡ‌ۖ إِن كُنتُمۡ تَعۡلَمُونَ (١٨٤) شَہۡرُ رَمَضَانَ ٱلَّذِىٓ أُنزِلَ فِيهِ ٱلۡقُرۡءَانُ هُدً۬ى لِّلنَّاسِ وَبَيِّنَـٰتٍ۬ مِّنَ ٱلۡهُدَىٰ وَٱلۡفُرۡقَانِ‌ۚ فَمَن شَہِدَ مِنكُمُ ٱلشَّہۡرَ فَلۡيَصُمۡهُ‌ۖ وَمَن ڪَانَ مَرِيضًا أَوۡ عَلَىٰ سَفَرٍ۬ فَعِدَّةٌ۬ مِّنۡ أَيَّامٍ أُخَرَ‌ۗ يُرِيدُ ٱللَّهُ بِڪُمُ ٱلۡيُسۡرَ وَلَا يُرِيدُ بِڪُمُ ٱلۡعُسۡرَ وَلِتُڪۡمِلُواْ ٱلۡعِدَّةَ وَلِتُڪَبِّرُواْ ٱللَّهَ عَلَىٰ مَا هَدَٮٰكُمۡ وَلَعَلَّڪُمۡ تَشۡكُرُونَ (١٨٥
O ye who believe! Fasting is prescribed for you, even as it was prescribed for those before you, that ye may ward off (evil); (183) (Fast) a certain number of days; and (for) him who is sick among you, or on a journey, (the same) number of other days; and for those who can afford it there is a ransom: the feeding of a man in need - but whoso doeth good of his own accord, it is better for him: and that ye fast is better for you if ye did but know - (184) The month of Ramadan in which was revealed the Qur'an, a guidance for mankind, and clear proofs of the guidance, and the Criterion (of right and wrong). And whosoever of you is present, let him fast the month, and whosoever of you is sick or on a journey, (let him fast the same) number of other days. Allah desireth for you ease; He desireth not hardship for you; and (He desireth) that ye should complete the period, and that ye should magnify Allah for having guided you, and that peradventure ye may be thankful. (185) And when My servants question thee concerning Me, then surely I am nigh. I answer the prayer of the suppliant when he crieth unto Me. So let them hear My call and let them trust in Me, in order that they may be led aright

2008-08-12T01:41:00.003+08:00

oops! its lost now!
how am i suppose to trace it back..?

well, for now, at least im glad that its lost.
the absence of a certain thing enlighten my days now.
though it sometimes bore me to death.
there are reasons why im still alive and cool to proceed.
whatever that is gone, is gone.
just let bygones be bygones.
as far as i believe, it has been written.
presently, im not gonna trace it back.
it is well-kept in my active memory system.
in addition, it create pages for my book of experiences.
All i've got to do is, take things slow...
And also, i love being the way i am now! :)

For cousin of mine, i seek refuge from God. I seek that your marriage last till' end of time.I also seek that you'll have 'alim, 'arif kids in the future. I seek in the name of God, protect your family from any mishaps. Birahmatika ya arhaman rahimin.
If you're reading this, ummi. I miss you! :)

A simple picture of handsome, cute and pretty. (maybe)

2008-08-06T02:40:00.004+08:00

Ketetapan suatu jawapan.
Telah disampaikan tanpa disoalkan.
Silam tidak akan berbunga lagi.
Tidak mengerti dirinya sendiri.
Senyuman dan gelak pernah mengiring.
Hanya digelar sebagai bising.
Teranggap tiang antara bicara.
Sewaktu mesra dua saudara.
Membisukan diri kerna segan.
Masalah yang rumit dijadikan alasan.
Mungkin beza antara usia.
Ada juga mungkin harta dan keluarga.
Telah silam mengajar sesuatu.
Biarnya ghaib ditiup angin bayu.
Terselindung disebalik Senyuman.
Gelak Ketawa menjadi ikutan.

"Tidak mungkin ia bertahan hanya untuk minggu ini sahaja..."

2008-07-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

I, still wanna learn things that revolve in this world, knowing or unknowingly. Things that sometimes, we ignore its presence yet its still there. To acknowledge its presence is hard at times. Grab every chance u have, of its presence, though if it's just a glance. Then learn. How? One excellent point that i tink is one of the best will be, to ask. Ask people around u. Put as if u do a survey, just for urself of cos. Lay the questions properly, cos' at times, it may turn people off. Most people learn by asking - engage good communications. By doing this itself, unknowingly, im learning and making people learn, also can be said as indirect teaching.
Basically in this world, u tend to be engrossed wit tings u haf and ignore the existence of other tings. In other words, u lack of explorations. Its not of being distracted wit tings outside ur cirlce. Its to recognise it. In the future, u may encounter this without planning or realising it. There you go, sighing about the past - regret. Also, its not of being nosy or kaypo. Its more of curiousity. But, u must be careful of ur steps when u wanna seek the truth or explore. Mind ur attitude wit the ambience. Different location wit different people has different behaviour/act towards aniting. To explore someting, u nd to be daring, open-minded, aware, active, cautious and some other points that supports exploration attitude.
For now, to sum up, get ur eyes open wide, listen well and get ur legs moving. I dun tink its dat diffcult actually. All of these are based on my experience. This may sound weird to some, but dont ignore cos this may be an article that u need for ur life project.

Wat have been writting up there mayb a crap. Some info shud b taken into considerations. Some shud b a guidance in life. This piece is just more to wat i feel about tings ard. Im still a straight guy, no doubt abt dat.

2008-07-13T16:29:00.002+08:00

Oh goodness!
Parents went off to J.B.

5.55am, i woke up myself using the phone alarm for soccer.. (and subuh)

"don't bring back any friends home" - i didnt when i was so close to do that.

"don't get home late or stay overnighting anywhere" - no! i didn't do that...

All of these are hardly carried out nicely when my mum's around. Ha-ha.

And so, i felt that im more independent for 2days and one night.
Im able to do it when mum's not there.
Is this complacency..?
Whatever it is, im a stubborn child.
Back to my bad old style.... haha!

Witnessed....
By the used waters, it began
By the pictured clouds, lay the descriptions
By the roaring lights, glitter the unspoken
And by the intangible air, lies all the answers
Then, everything was neutralized back to where it belong.
Well, gotta shut it now.

2008-07-11T23:59:00.003+08:00

lemme just leave it to Him since He knows best.
i'll just work for it, feel for it.
hoping that i'll taste the glory.
Glorify is He who createth.

2008-07-01T23:57:00.002+08:00

i know that it's you
i won't tell who
i believe truly it's true
this is the best i can do
for the future with you
still, im trying to

no words can explain
no explanation from my brain
i'll put it simple and plain
though, seeing you i'll be in pain
immobilised, like fully chained
putting myself together to be sane
how far it'll go, i'll not complain
just the love for you, it'll not be slain

people may see im dreaming
maybe it is just an acting
to my beliefs, im not lying
at times it lead to some cryings
well-controlled, i was pretending
your presence kept me thinking
only you who can provide me the lovings
just for you, darling

2008-06-25T21:53:00.002+08:00

i believe im not alone
in this world full of lies
im still not alone

i believe the world is nice
there are still people who are willing to help
still, i consider it nice

i believe im gonna have her
right there, waiting for me
im still wit u

i believe Allah's around
with all the teachings that have been taught
im still faithful to Allah

2008-06-23T17:43:00.002+08:00

Aisyah was her name.
This is love, for real.
Never seen that beautiful eyes of yours.
A creature that only postray to the One.
A being that only knows justice.
A figure, idolised by many.
Dress to protect, not for beauty.
Her beauty only her husband and God knows.
Piousness is just a part of her way of life.
The hands that always in seek.
Motivation of mine.
She's my pathway to the heavens.
Fate keep us, not, apart.
None glows better than her.
She's simply incomparable.
Only her, resides in my heart.
Aisyah's mine!

2008-06-09T03:44:00.002+08:00

Indecent Act

What makes a person a little less decent?
When they lie!
They'll expose deceived truth about others
Or they listen wrongfully.
It'll be hard for the innocent to swallow.
This is a joke, not.
What i've got to say here, analyse every situation
Absorb not every single word from the complaint
Obtain stories from both parties.
Side neither. Neutrality applies.
Judge and USE your brain wisely.
Dont create unnecessary stories.
And Jump not to conclusions.

2008-05-17T02:52:00.002+08:00

i don't cheat, i don't lie
i create peaceful melody for those yet to die
in a lingo that flows til' ya high
tears aint for cry, from wet to dry
the least i can do for ya is to try
my best is yet to be seen
cos' im goin' through thick and thin
nobody feel the way im feelin'
tiz' aint just any simple scribble writin'
im gonna drop ya jaws from top of the ceiling

when the nerds consolidate
then my foes will begin to hate
observing the way i interpret my state
with nice rhymes with no hesitate
just one voice sing tiz' aloud
just one voice i catch the whole crowd
holla' my hommies "We're proud, We're proud!"
for me, an angel-liked singer firm and stout
no repetition of captions will be mentioned
once placed in a portion is highly addiction
take this into consideration
cos' ya'll regret for ya future generations
so be patient
and don't create a mass destruction
for aint abiding my unadorned instructions
recite my words well, my people
as the time goes by, ya'll be my disciple
also my decent rap pupil
gonna teach ya'll til' ya drop and crippled

2008-05-13T02:12:00.002+08:00

it's the end

the story has concluded.
the path has come to an end.
close your eyes.
and move!
jump to the side.
im walking through.
cos' i don't need you.
roll the camera.
now's the action.
Im taking control.
i'll kill you
kill all those who follow!
take a step back.
learn to be nice.
no ostracize.
just me only.

2008-04-17T15:02:00.002+08:00

Degree in Naval Architecture

Place of study : Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Origin University : University of Newcastle
Period of study : 2years
Course of study : Naval Architecture
Eligilibility : Random

So, should take this up..??
Leave your comments at the tagboard. Thank You!

2008-03-11T01:33:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah i've reached s'pore safely.
Awesome trip to K.L.
~phat cap~

Wanna throw my hearts out.
worried, none listens.
so, shhhh....!!

2008-03-05T14:22:00.002+08:00

Before Departure

Im setting off to K.L soon. Woohooo...!!
Whatever happens, it happens as fated.
Honestly, im already missing my younger bro.
He has just left for class remedial.
I was touched when he bought me 2 bars of mentos for my trip.
He's the first person i've missed.
Nina was the victim of my violence today.
We burst into joyful tears as soon as i woke from my sleep.
Siblings of mine make me feel im part of the family.
I know, there's still someone who still appreciate my presence.
But, i don't think i'll see my elder sis anytime soon.
She's working.
Nahh... i've troubled her so much...
Bro & sis, i hope we shall be cheerful & b stronger each time.
To my mum & dad, pray for my safety.
" 'addua'u silahul mu'min " - 'dua is the weapon for all muslim.
If any unfortunate circumstances were bound to occur,
i kneel down, seek for apologies
pardon all my sins. Im HIS.
minnie, just take care while im away...
Assalamua'alaikum.
Peace to u and all the muslims in the world!!

2008-01-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

When the week of suffocation comes....

I just have to endure.
I just have to burn my midnight candle.
For better grades, im sure.
Tho' i may grumble for the hassle.

Patience will be tested.
In the end, i'll see the price.
Not doing for some bastards.
He'll be putting his name in Big Size.

Works piling up but short date due.
Submitting report, mugging for test, also presentation.
Not much choice but i gotta do.
It'll be for the best, for my future graduation!

When our friendship gets closer....

Geng Jahat is the name.
We've got many imaginary fame.
Many of us came from different walk of life.
When we meet, we just love to jive.
Commonly, you'll see us, 7 male and a female
Just last week, some bought stuffs from a sale.
Age doesn't even matter
Unity's instilled in every member
And we'll be seeing each other once a week
By the seaside, chill out somewhere or a movie-peek.
We'll hang out wherever, no specific port.
We'll last for one reason, friendship for one God!
Amin!

*getting closer each time with u

2007-12-31T05:28:00.000+08:00

Shhhh.....!!
it's early in the morning now..
whispers shall be heard
snoring all around
alone, in darkness
and sure you're sleeping!

Shhhh.....!!
it's not yet the new year..
not yet 2008 for now
don't celebrate it now
you're still who you are
remain silent please

Shhhh.....!!
reminisce the past
anything missing?
or are there many to be told?
smile for everything
appreciate, also, never regret

Shhhh.....!!
you're cute
glad tidings arise with your presence
simplicity lives
superb values you've taught me
understanding is one of it
so great

Shhhh.....!!
open up your mind
think out of the box
accept with open heart
prepare for challenges
joy and pain shall be felt

Shhhh.....!!
NO! Break the silence!!!!
God's the Greatest!
None but Islam
Together, we're tied
Responsiblities shall be carried out
Heaven is the desired destination

So, where are you now??
What good the world offers?
Bear in mind, the end point will come, anytime!
New year will turn to be yesterday!
Or will it ever happen?

*it will just be you... always!

2007-11-26T01:21:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Scrazzy!
Selamat Hari Jadi Scrazzy!

Anyways,
(Happie birthday to me!)x 20
Im 20!

Im 20!

Im 20!

Im 20!
Old!

Old!

Old!

Old!

Aiyah!!!
Im getting older each year seyy...
Hmm.. i wonder if my maturity increases accordingly....??
Oh My God! The digit have changed to '2' for the first digit. So OLD arr..??

To all those who wished me with or w/out my reply, i thank u all!
Im so greatful and honoured to received those calls or sms.
For those who bought me stuffs, "Wahh! So rich arr u all..??", thank you so much!
Lastly, for those who went out with me, Superb laa..!! Im lost for words now.. haha!

This Year's Scrazzy's Birthday Gifts:

1 white watch
1 green long-sleeved shirt
1 cap
1 sling-bag
1 birthday card + pix
1 set of sirloin steak
Facial nonsenses
Cash
SMS/ Calls

Alhamdulillah, im so glad to receive all those!
Thank you to all!!

(p/s: im 20 as of 24/11/2007)

2007-11-21T01:19:00.000+08:00

Yes! I wanna blog now!
Ooops! It has been hours, days, nights, weeks and maybe months i didn't update my site..

Reasons:

Takraw Competition/Training
School Project
Entertaining New PSP 2000
Work
Meetings
Chillings
Outings
Visiting
Laziness that kills!
and.... wada-wada-wada..!!

Why do i wanna blog now..??
I think im feeling guilty making people view my site with no update.
Sorry dey...
But most of the time, i'll have to drag myself home, shagging...
Even somethings are left unattended not even a glance.
Hey! I update my multiply most of time i guess..
Sometimes it's better to explain thru pictures *seeing is believing*
For now, i would like to apologies to all my fanatics viewers for late or inconsistent updates.
Tata for now!!

(my birthday's coming! get some goodies! hehe!)

2007-09-25T02:28:00.000+08:00

Weekends at J.B!

Ouh! i reallie had a great time back at my granny's modified kampong. Honestly, i'll always start to miss the moment staying there as soon as i step my foot out of the place for home. Lemme share my experience there though is quite a short period of time. When the people- which consists of my parents, my bro, my cuzz n my aunt- set our foot there, we unload stuffs from the boot of the car. I hurriedly searched for my grannies and gave salam, and continued to unload. Unexpectedly, my cuzz told her mum, "Mak, nyaie pengsan", while standing at door, looking at her mum (nyaie - female grandmum in javanese). I went to look at the situation and thinking that i could not be possible that my granny 's fainted. i was then surprised to see her lying on the floor smiling. And so i questioned my cuzz, "You told your mum that nyaie's fainted.. Why?". She answered with a smile,"I dunoe, nyaie told me she's fainted". Shook my head and giggled to myself. "how funny can my granny be...", i told myself. i gain experience of fasting during the month of Ramadhan at locations that were strange to me. alhamdulillah, it well smoothly even though my patience and nafs' were well-tested. hehe... Oh ya! on Sunday morning, i woke up at 11.30am. As soon as i woke up, i roamed my granny's place to look for my pack of cigarette. Not that i wanna smoke but, i wanted to place it in my bag. The last location i remembered putting my cigarette box was at the dining table. To my surprise, i found it next to my granddad, emptied. He finished my 13sticks of cigarette left in it. He didn't fast cos he is sick and still. I wanted to purchase a pack for him but my grandmum stopped me. In the afternoon, i rode on a bike to Taman Perling with my cuzz who's staying at J.B. We were heading to Zul's place then. It was quite a long ride. We got lost upon reaching Zul's place. Alhamdulillah, Yan's aunt fetched me from the location, which was at Perling Mall. Alhamdulillah, the safely reached Zul's place and had a wonderful time spent there. And, not forgetting my beloved stomach, it had some superbly cooked food too!! haha!! Around 8pm, Yan's family and myself headed back home. Smooth journey back to homeland, alhamdulillah.....
That nite, i was bored cos i can't reached her.. so i missed... a matter of believe.

2007-09-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

Aku tidak mengharap
Aku ingin menebus kesilapan
Aku milik hati dikau
Aku tahu kamu menanti

Tika suatu,
Melangkah ke arah yang maju
Yang merdu, sayu, tapi punyai arah tuju
Aku satu, kau juga begitu
Aku buntu, hilanglah diriku
Tanpa disedari, aku melukankan hati
Yang indah lagi berisi
Mengapa harus ini berlaku sedemikian?
Salahkan diriku kerna meninggalkanmu sendirian
Terimalah sebagai suatu ujian
Kembali aku menghapuskan kesepian
Lepaskanlah cita-cita yang tidak menentu
Kerna tidak ingin kau memilu
Aku hadir semula untuk kau gembira
Bersama niat sempurna untuk selamanya
Tanpa suara aku pujuk kau semula
Bangkitlah hai sayang dari gelita
Mari bersama kita semula
Menjana hidup tanpa duka......

Usah aku tangisi kesilapan diri
Usah doaku berhenti
Usah lagi dikau menanti
Usah curigai perubahan ini
Usah fikirkan aku akan lari lagi
Usah pula dikau fikir aku tiada disisi,oi....

2007-08-18T00:35:00.000+08:00

See that picture up there..?

Yes! I wanna quit for good this time, insyallah!

All this while i've been thinking quitting but, there's no strong reason

So, now i have reasons to stop!

10 reasons to cease that habit!

It's bad, bad & BAD!

Amount money i pay for cigarettes can buy 2meals, mine & hers

Not important to smoke

And... why do i even start?

My parents hate me smoking, even my beloved maternal granny...

Went to Clementi just for counselling

One Pack/Butt is equivalent to the amount of tar surfacing the road

For goodness sake, im ASTHMATIC

Love myself please....

She hates me smoking too... hmm... i'll do it for ya..

These are some reasons i received by someone....
I'll make u my motivation to cease that pathetic habits of mine ok..?
Insyallah, with my friends' prayers, and the most important is my effort,
i'll quit somehow... Just a matter of time.

Method:
i was encouraged by peers to smoke and so, i'll be encouraged by peers to quit smoking.
Mind over body!

P/s: Please do encourage me to quit whenever anyone of you see me, ok?

*feelings to share for benefits for self and the world

2007-08-05T02:09:00.000+08:00

Wasiatku....

aku muhammad azra'ie rafi'ee
sama seperti insan lain yang bernyawa dan berperasaan
yang diwujudkan di dunia dan juga akan dighaibkan
dunia ini bukan aku miliki
alhamdulillah, bismillahir rahmanir rahim
syukurku kerana kewujudanku di dunia
dunia yang diisi dengan kasih sayang
menhirup udara yang sama dengan insan sekililing
Keluarga, saudara-mara, teman dan juga musuh
Akan tiba suatu masa, aku tak lagi menghirup udara yang sama
Tuhan Oh tuhan,
Sungguh belum ku sedia untuk meninggalkan dunia ini
Masih ada lagik hati yang perlu ditenangkan
Ada lagik kewajiban yang harus aku lakukan
Dan juga kewajiban menebus dosa
Hampa dapat dirasakan
Gembira, suka turut bersama
Akan tiba hari perpisahan roh dari jasad
Dan aku aku kembali kepada Ilahi
Tuhan Oh tuhan,
Peliharalah keluargaku sebagaimana Engkau pelihara orang-orang alim
Jauhkanlah mereka dari segala musibah, bala'
Tuhan yang Maha Kuasa, jagalah ibubapaku
Sesungguhnya, aku terbiasa mendukakan hati mereka
Bukan niat ku untuk menghina or mencela
Tapi, aku sering ingin membahagiakan mereka
Jarang sekali mereka menyukainya
Sedih tetap sedih
Adakah ini suatu suratan?
Walaubagaimanapun, aku bersyukur akan kewujudan mereka
Kerna telah berani menyahut cabaran Tuhanku
untuk mendidik, membentuk dan mengajar si anak bagai kain putih
Redhakanlah mereka, Ya Allah untuk masuk ke syurga
Tuhan Oh tuhan,
jika malam ini malam terakhir bagiku
Lindungilah adikku yang bongsu dari segala gejala yang dimurkaiMU
Janganlah dia jadi seperti diriku
Bentukkanlah adikku untuk menjadi anak yang baik
Kepada keluargaku yang tercinta,
tidak pernahku membenci
Aku hanya remaja, insan berperasaan dan bernafsu
Ampunilah aku atas dosa-dosaku terhadap kamu
Tuhan Oh tuhan,
Jika tiada lagi mentari pagi bagiku
Aku pohon moga saudara maraku tidak dalam kejahilan
Dijauhkan musibah atau melakukan maksiat
Selamatkan mereka dunia dan akhirat
Sesungguhnya, aku bertemu mereka keranaMU
Tuhan Oh tuhan,
Andai selimutku berwarna putih seluruh
Bimbingkanlah teman-temanku ke jalan yang lurus
Dijauhi maksiat atau perbuatan yang dibenciMU
Selamatkan mereka dari bencana di dunia dan di akhirat
Juga, aku bertemu mereka keranaMU
Tuhan Oh tuhan,
Jika sudah masanya untuk ku berangkat
Pisahkanlah rohku dan jasadku dalam keadaan husnul khotimah
Permudahkanlah pengurusan jenazahku
Jauhkanlah aku dari azab kubur
Terangilah kuburku dengan amalan-amalan sebelum ini
Ampunilah aku, Oh Allah!
Ketakutan menyelubungi diri di saat akhir itu
Selamatkanlah aku dari segala azab
Redhakanlah aku ke dalam syurga bersama orang-orang yang mengikut perintahMU
Allahumma!!

Amin

2007-07-29T01:25:00.000+08:00

27/07/2007

Request from adik amalia for blog updates!

Peace Assalamu’alaikum from scrazzy. Jeahh-Jeahh!!

A very happy 52nd birthday for my always cute dad, Mr. Rafi’ee Anuar
He’s the best!! The most understanding person in the family.
Thank you dad for every sacrifice and hardwork you’ve done for the family.
Also, I wanna apologise for all mishaps that happened all this while
And, sorry no birthday gift this time. Mafi fulus ya abba. Hehe
All I can give is my doa from a son for his dad.

“Allahumma, Jauhkan bala’ kepada bapaku and keluargaku.
Murahkanlah rezki dan berkatilah ilmu yang dipelajarinya.
Jauhkan dia dari azab kubur and azab api neraka.
Allahumma, golongkan dia dari golongan solihin and muttaqun.
Selamatkan juga dia dunia dan akhirat.
Jauhkan juga bapaku dari hasad dengki dan dizalimi dari orang-orang yang menzalimi.
Berikanlah bapaku fahaman seperti orang-orang yang ‘alim.
Sesungguhnya, Engkau Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengetahui. Amin.”

*sorry no pix for updates now
____________________________________________________________________

Oh my god! Headed to school with adik amalia and also, headed back to east together yesterday!!
Why…?
Im unsure seyy…
I think, we’re are getting closer as friends. Do you agree with me, adik?
Yeah, pinching her arms and crap around till bedok/tampines are considered a routine.
Haha! Still, I hate her.
Why…?
Good thing is, she’s a good listener, someone you can talk to. So, we talk all the time!
Nice.. Oklaa.. Haha!!
I mean, now, we’re able to open up and share stories on our journey back home.
I don’t care if she hates me too as mentioned in her blog cos’ it’s mutual.
Later in the early morning, had a chat with her over the phone. Surprised that she read a book.
Someone asked me, “Korang dua ade pape ke ni.. hehe”
So I answered, “im targeting someone else. And we’re just being close jek”
Then the person replied, “target orang lain?ala. kdg2 feelings can change tau. N its all abt chemistry”
Upon reading that message, I was like, “ishk! Orang ade nk kejarkn die, die ckp mcm nie.. haha!!”
So, yeah..

____________________________________________________________________

I think, I wanna have some say here….

Sometimes, I think of Him, Allah.
It really feels so great that it can tear me down.
Still, I wonder why some don’t feel the same way cos’ we share the same Creator.
Why are we ignorant as slaves of God?
Look around!! His creations are in front of your eyes. Live.
Have you ever appreciate that you’ve been created in this world??
The features you’ve borrowed from Him, think again.

Again, the nature that you’ve been admiring.
Have you ever thought who’s the creator??
Or is it simply just nature?

HE’s the Greatest! These creations are free to view and use.

My brothers and sisters in Islam,
It is obviously proven who is the Creator.
Are our prostration enough as compared to what we’ve been given all this while.
Think again.

Are we really sincere to what we are doing now??
Just remember, whatever that is created will perish one day.
It is all a matter of time.

2007-07-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

Sekali lagi…
Indah dipadang mata
Sejuk halwa telinga
Damai rasa dijiwa
Hidup.. mari berkarya !!

Pernah Hang tuah berkata, ‘ Takkan Melayu hilang di dunia .’
Akan ku sambung ayat itu.
‘ Takkan Melayu hilang di dunia, tapi yang tinggal semua yang bodoh-bodoh.’
Mengapa??
Hasad dengki berleluasa, menghentam yang tidak bersalah
Mengapa??
Lihatlah dunia yang fana’ ini, apakah yang Melayu disanjungi Hang Tuah sedang lakukan?
Mengkhianati yang lain sebangsa. Mengapakah harus Melayu terus bernafas jika ada sebegini?

Berani aku mengatakan,
Sekumpulan orang-orang seni telah berkarya.
Dikhianati oleh orang-orang seni sebangsa.
Kalau lah Hang Tuah hidup bangkit dari tanah, akan di tanam diri hidup-hidup.
(aku tidak mengutuk Hang Tuah)

Islam boleh dijadikan seni. Seni boleh menyampaikan Islam.
Seni itu luas. Tapi, jika berfikiran cetek, usahlah dikau dekati.

Diamlah hai insan yang hipokrit.
Berdepanlah dengan berani.
Berdebatlah demi kebenaran.
Berani kerana benar.
Takut kerana Salah.
Kebenaran akan bersinar suatu nanti.

Ayatku lagi… “Bercekalkan iman. Mempraktikkan taqwa. Memperhalusi Seni.”
Ingat! Kekata boleh jadi doa.

Congratulations Temasek Polytechnic!
You guys have won the overall champion in Pesta Peti Putih.
Bravo!

Congrats to Ngee Ann Poly Sri Nadi
For winning 2 awards! Good! Better! Best!

Sri Nadi,
Stop the cries.
Relax and move on!
We are strong, too strong for them to handle.
We have our future.
Prevent us not, ignorant!
Let’s create with unity.
That was a step for us into the world of theatre.
Remember, people can’t stop talking.
And, the world may against us,
If we stand still and be strong, we’ll still be who we are!!
Just don’t be a hypocrite my friend.

Sri Nadi,
Memories are for us to reminisce
Knowledge is for us to spread
Problems are for us to be stronger
Joy is for our effort
Smiles are for us to give
So, let’s face it together.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Happened!
On 22/7/07, the early morning…

Hahaha!
Initially, I didn’t have the idea of overnighting at blk 159, tampines
After hanging discussing with the rebellious people of Kongkalikong,
Went off to abdillah’s place. Waited for him to change.
Then, asked him to accompany me to 159.
Well, he agreed and off we go to 159, walking.
At the same time, im waiting for fandi to be there.
Upon reaching 159, Ust ahmad seek our help to carry some loads.
Yeah, we did. Hehe
Before he left to his friend’s wedding, he reminded me to switch on the generators when the sound man arrives.
Rain poured the area around 3.45am.
So, cooling. We almost dozed off when the sound man arrives.
Ishk! Wrong timing seyy…
Ok! Went to see the generator
The sound man switched on himself.
They asked us whether there’s any ramp to the field.
It’s for the van to get to the field.
(avoid the sound gadgets from getting wet & spoilt)
We looked for it all over.
Unfortunately, there’s no ramp.
Surprisingly, we saw the van at the end of the field.
Stucked. The tyres sanked into the field.
All of us pushed the van together but to no avail.
We seeked help from some guys nearby.
Again, we tried pushing from front.
Yes! The tyres at the back of the van were free.
Then, poop!! The front tyre burst!
Another problem.
We’re doing everything under the rain.
We unloaded the stuffs from the van, one-by-one.
The equipments were very heavy.
We endured whole-heartedly.
Regarding the punctured tyre, the driver looked for the toolbox.
But, there was none in the van.
Haizz…
Abdillah searched all over the carpark to look for car owners
To borrow car-jack units.
Luckily, he found a taxi driver.
But, he have to hurry.
We were unable to detach the spare tyre.
Then tyre man came to the rescue
It was so easy for him to solve the punctured tyre problem.
Thank goodness..
Another thing, when one the soundman fixed the sound system, there was no power for him. I mean, no power supplied for the sound system.
I had to climb onto one of the tent to fix it.
Ishk! We’re still freezing.
After the hardwork, we had to clear some mess.
Waited for Ust ahmad was an ache.
Shagged and cold we waited for him.
Haizz.. what a morning with abdillah and the soundman.
But, we had the soundman’s no.
We can work with him if we wants to. Hehe
Hikmah behind all the thrash.
So... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

That’s it!
Haha! Till’ next entry!

2007-07-20T10:25:00.000+08:00

Indah dipandang mata
Sejuk halwa telinga
Damai rasa di jiwa
Hidup… Mari berkarya…

Jeahh-Jeahh…..!!!!
We got Scrazzy in the House!
The actual performance, PPP, was finally over hours ago.
The effort was, also finally paid off at last.
The moment I, and some of us have been waiting for, for long.
So, there’ll be no more of :
My cheekiness….
‘That’ Smiles….
My crap….
Late night journey back home…
Director’s demand…
Tears shared….
Casts’ Laughters….
Memorizing of scripts…
Pulling of well-kept hairs…
Carrying of ‘well-constructed’ boxes…
Playing back of drama routine…
Mat Rasta wannabe…
Yelling of ‘sedare’…
Tiring nights…
Wrestling with Hizamy…
Grumblings…
“Fighting for a girl”…
Jeahh-Jeahh with them…
Discrete hatred towards Mr. J…
Bald-headed Hatta…
Tight costumes…
Delaying assignments…
Late night sleeps…
B.A block…
TAPAC…
Arts House…
Kongkalikung…
Pesta Peti Putih…

But, there’s no end for the friendship we’ve created. Although it’s 2-months we committed ourselves to PPP, but it seems like more than I’ve known them. Im starting to miss the PPP-ians though I’ve been looking forward to the ending of PPP practices. I just wanna apologise to all PPP-ians for my poor conduct or unintentionally mistreated you guys. Cos’, “Yang baik dating dari Tuhan, Yang jahat dating dari kita sendiri” –wak hizamy. Haha. From this PPP, I learnt a new art skill which is drama. A new element of arts. Memorizing of scripts is also a new thing for me. But, I can say this drama, is the higher end of drama. Ups-and-downs we faced with patience. As mentioned, our efforts are well-paid off. Smiles were shining after the show. But deep down their heart, I believe that the moments we shared, we gonna miss them a lot, not forgetting our beloved scriptwriter cum asst. director who whole-heartedly crack his brain for the script and was not able to turn up for the performance due to National Service. Thank you Hakim T!! I would also like to thank and appreciate the time spent and the commitment the PPP-ians has put in to make into reality. Alhamdulillah. Every start must have an ending. Now, it’s all over for me with PPP. Oh Allah, bless us with what we have done all these while and don’t let any hatred be with us for each other. Amin. Bersabarlah my man...

2007-07-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

one day...
i hope to be in the group of the champion.
the glorious day to celebrate with mates.
the moment of euthopia.
the strengthened ties that bond.

Alhamdulillah.
Im now with Fityan Ghufran - Inter Mosque Champion.
Haha!!

So, now im left with Pesta Peti Putih and Harmony Race.
Oh god! HE gave me strengths beyond my limits.
Last friday on the 13th - meeting for Harmony Race
Saturday, 14th - MySpex - F.G crowned champion @ Choa Chu Kang
Sunday, 15th - Sepak takraw Comp at Bukit Batok

Hectic weekend seyy.
Oh yarr... On 16th July, Pesta Peti Putih's bump-in rehearsal.
I need to be strong and stay mentally fit.
Insyallah. Amin.

My Birthday countdown

2007-07-09T19:32:00.001+08:00

I made this widget at MyFlashFetish.com.

2007-06-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

What a day with Break Force Crew - B.F.C

Let kick this off the history i had...
Exactly 6years ago, when i first open the door to my passion.
Started off with Zealot Crew. Had first battle with them.
Then, i was still a newbie.
They were glut of them.
In addition, they were way skilfull than me.
Inferior occupied the feelings. Still, i looked up to them.
My crew crashed. All went their ways...
Some, hmmm.... shall i say nothing.
After 3years has passed, i was called up for session.
With the remainder of Zealot and new crew, Rockstylus.
We merged then, became Ze:Stylus.
After a year, only, Stlyus remained.
Still, BFC was a threat to us.
Their performance are always superb.
Now, it has changed!
Stylus has become a legend crew for those who were there.
Stylus will always be in our hearts.
Stylus leader joined BFC.
Now, he's pulling some of us to be with him.

23rd June 07'
At 2pm, firdaus, my stylus leader, fetched me.
Off to Hougang Mall.
BFC, including firdaus, had a performance with Jeff Wang.
I witnessed the show. Awesome!
Chilled out after the show with them, new faces for me.
hmmm...
Grab a bite at Food Culture.
Felt awkward to be with them.
Then, we got to Lan-gaming - Counter-strike.
ooohh!! They're good at it too!
Uttered crap wherever and whenever we go.
After long hours of gaming, it's to get tough!
Get on up! To the floors of 104, we headed.
Still, shy and awkward laa..
hmm.. I hope they don't think im stuck up.
It was really cool to have a session with them.
The one that i feared, is now a friend.
God's the Greatest!
BFC, it's a pleasure to be with you guys!

Now, im feeling sick la guys...
Neck-ache, running nose and body-aches all over.
I think, lack of rest.
Too much 'sahur' i guess, right oi?!
haizz...
Till' next time! Dang... haha!

Aku... bukan engkau!

2007-06-23T03:13:00.000+08:00

Indahnya alam.
Alam fana' yang membutakan mata.
Tipu daya yang berleluasan.
Manis dimata, pahit dihati.
Aku... bukan engkau.
Pernahkah anda melihat.....
Kertas dikoyakkan di hadapan matamu..
Sudah terang.
Kerna ia jelas dikaca mata.
Pernahkah anda mendengar kekata helah yang selindung.
Kabur fikiran.
Kerna ia kurang jelas.
Satu, dua, tiga....
Senang mengagak nombor seterusnya.
Tapi, dapatkah anda mengenali maksudnya?
Soalan itu, harus dipersoal sepatutnya.
Aku... bukan engkau.
Ketentuan hidup berbeza.
Jangan fikir gagak itu bisu.
Dan jangan fikir gajah itu kecil.
Sana bedek, Sini bohong.
Kongkalikong.
Ishk! Menawan ya....
Apa? Siapa? Kenapa?
Ingat! Jangan berpura!
Aku.. bukan engkau.
Aku kecil, alam ini luas terbentang...
Hey manja! Engkau diibaratkan kentang!
Fikirkan mengapa.
Aku... bukan engkau.
Kapal mana yang tiada nakhodanya?
Negeri mana yang tiada kerajaannya?
Kekata mana yang tiada penyampaiannya?
Jahil tidak semestinya buta.
Bonggok tidak semestinya pekak.
Lanun mana yang mengejarkan langit?
Sebijak Einstein, segagah Hang Tuah.
Siapa yang meminta diludah?
Aku... bukan engkau.
Pisah adalah akhir pada sesuatu pertemuan.
Setiap langkah diambil, Jagalah!
Setiap ungkapan dilafazkan, Jagalah!
Jangan sangka air yang tenang tiada buaya.
Jangan sangka ini suatu risalah kosong.
Satu kata. Satu bahasa.
Tapi, berbagai makna.
Aku... bukan engkau.
Bisik membisik ayat sempurna.
Disampaikan berlainan makna.
Biadap!
Tatasusila usah diabaikan.
Islam jangan dipertikaikan.
Bumiku, bumimu.
Ini bumi tuhanku!
Kerusi tidak akan bergerak dengan sendirinya.
Kun fayakun! Bi iznillah.
Aku... bukan engkau.
Ujian terus mencabar.
Aku tetap aku.
Aku bukan engkau.
Hilanglah hai engkau.
Ingat!
Engkau bukan aku!
Jangan memperdayakan yang batil.
Apatah lagi, yang zahir.
Ilmu bukan engkau miliki.
Ilmu harus dikongsi.
Aku... bukan engkau
Masa tiada wajah.
Tiada rupa menawan.
Tiada helah diceritakan.
Terus! Kearah yang disuruh.
Oleh Penciptanya.
Jangan.... Jangan....
Jangan Menguji yang zahir.
Hilanglah hai engkau!

2007-06-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

Fun Looking At Those Pix?

You Bet!!
Tiring? sure... But, put that aside.
Experience earned! Knowledge gained! Friends Together!
3rd week of June was Awesome!
It starts off with Drama training for Pesta Peti Putih.
A competition which is coming up soon.
Then, on the 13th i went to Old NAFA for dikir training for Cake Theatre.
That was suppose to be the first training for dikir. Ooopss!
Later at nite, rushed to M.D.G to give a helping hand for the preparation.
A preparation for Camp Xplore!
14th June was a new day then.
But, it was tiring. Rehearsed at Esplanade with bunch of Dikir Geeks. hee
Ended at 6pm. Lepak was the next step after got changed!
Till... 9pm.
15th June 2007.... Aaargghh!!!
At 8am, set a foot at M.D.G.
Waiting for the participants, patiently....
Camp Xplore! kicked off at 9am.
Ice-breaking. Games. Grouping.
My team- Asatizah. Led by Ust Azz.
We got together happily! I thought, i can't get along with them.
But, ooopss!! they grabbed my attention well!
hanisa. zee. syaf. hidayat. syafiq. they were the kids in my group.
Left them when they went to Rockclimbing.
Sad to leave them but, have to for Paduka, dikir.
Nonsense and forever nonsense!
Barcoded myself!
I love the design. hehe!
Performed well.
When the night falls, i swayed off to M.D.G for the camp.
To my surprise, my teammates gathered around me upon my presence.
Awww... how sweet they were!
Hunting at M.D.G was cool!
Pahtetically, i was sabotaged. Eggs n flours all over me!
Nightwalk was superb.
It tested my cowardness. Haha! And.... i didn't turn out to be one!
16th!
ter'cabot' subuh prayers... ooopss!
Didnt sleep well. Joined my group late. Sorry guys.
Then, in the afternoon, we packed for Dragonboat at Kallang.
Ho-ho! Excitement is the element!
Rain dropped! Blop-blop-blop!
All wet! Bye-bye Asatizahs!
Wet, walked to Suntec with Acit before proceeding to Esplanade.
We endured! haha! Against the rainfall.......!!!
Lost my voice... kesian ehk..
Then, bad news was spelled.
Two shows have to be cancelled. Gggrr!!
Off to Lau Pa Sat for Masyi's gathering!
Hmmm... Hungry!!
Munched and left!
17th June!
Last show at Esplanade!
The audience were captivated by the performance!
Cool! Cleared stuffs.... And off to bed...!!

That's all geeks! Enough said!
OOpsss... Thanx ehk, 'oi'! haha!!

2007-06-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

New updates!!

After my back-to-back tests, last week, i tagged along with yan's family to....

Kota Tinggi!!!

It was a fantastic outing.
I can't believe that it turned out superbly well. hehe.
there were two family, yan's and his cousin's family.
I was just invited by yan's family coz they wanted to.
Well, left tampines at 6.15am and got there around 8+am.
The waters was freaking cold.
I shivered as my toe touched the waters.
Yan n myself tried to catch fishes but, to no avail we captured it.
Slide was one of the self-made facility we had there.
Even, yan's mum n aunt tried it to.
"Gelek guy" was the nick for me yesterday. Haha!
There was a part when yan n myself compete to climb up a slippery rock.
We had to start from a location and went against the current.
Climb the frictionless rock with some disturbance from any of us.
I won of course!! haha...

After long hours of soaking in the waters, we left for Angsana
It was quite a long journey and slow traffic though.
Upon reaching, dinner we had there.
I let Mee Rebus down my throat eventhough the hygiene was horrendous.
Kak Yan, Yan n myself pretend to sleep when we stopped at the custom.
Haha. Good thing is, it was just a minor check.
Haizz.... tired but no pain gained. Cool!
That's it laa k.... Wait for the next updates..!!

2007-05-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

Im addicted to this and you!!

Last Night (Ft. Keyshia Cole)
By P. Diddy
CodesAndLyrics.com

Wooww!!!

2007-05-18T10:56:00.001+08:00

2007-05-10T10:54:00.000+08:00

I miss breakdancing. I feel like posting this.

2007-05-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

Busy With Malay Cultural Club!

Thousands of apologies for my absence lately.
Well, scrazzy's busy with Malay Cultural Club (MCC)
Two weeks ago, attended Salam Malas 2 as a performer (dikir barat)
Last weekend, attended MCC FOC, became Geng Jahat for the event
Well the week before Salam Malas 2, attended Muslim Students' Society (MSS) FOC
So, it's kinda back-to-back. Very tight schedule.
Upcoming event: Tournament: Sepak Takraw @ NUS
Also, just to update, MCC invited me to join MCC drama.
Besides, my classmate offered me to join Kompang with him at some CC.
Someone help me!
I apologize to some people for my absence and always keep myself busy.
Especially to "Masham" haha... I wanna outzie!!!

(im squeezing some time just to update)

2007-04-16T21:06:00.000+08:00

٠Bªck tō Schōōl٠

Ngee Ann Polytechnic is not only a place for me to learn new things,
but its a place for me to delivers unwanted goods from my tummy!
Uncountably, most morning.. I think the look of the school make my
tummy grumbles!! haha!!
It always been like that since first year, first semester...
And now, it's third year, first semester for me..!!
Wahh!! 3rd year..!!
But....

*A silly 3rd yr student of Np went into the wrong class on his first day
of his 3rd yr study. I mean, the person is Me..!!! hahaha!!
Cowabungga dude! hahaha!!

After meeting some crazy dudes, we shouted "Where's the Year-1?",
as we walked for classes... FUN!!
At times, we play guessing games, "is this Year-1?"
haha...
For those nutzie dudes, they went to look for Year-1 chics!
How about that azz?!
Excuse me, no way im going to do that!! haha!!
M.j will always be M.j... hehe!!
Talking about this M.j, she gave me morning sms that enlightens my day!
Wooohoooo!!! Cowabungga dudes!!
After school, we sms from the time i went out of class till'
i reached my home.
Thankies!! Entertain me more next time yea, entertainer..??

Gee.... what a day!!

2007-04-11T00:10:00.000+08:00

@ K'eppel FELS

@ ZOO

A LǻST DǻY @ K'FELS. A DǻY @ ZOO.

That Saturday!!!

Last saturday, 07.04.07, was my last day of attachment at Keppel FELS.

I have been waiting for this day to appear. Indeed, it had!

Initially, before the day, i was so perfectly excited to leave.

When 07.04.07 appeared, i felt im missing something.

Im going to miss Keppel FELS, the staffs and the working environment.

I love being with my mentor, my coursemates and one HR guy, Shamnath!

That day, i had to clear all my stuffs; safety belts, helmet, uniforms, boots & goggles.

Ran all over the company like having a treasure hunt!! hehe!!

I should not miss this part!

The guys, Zaini, Albert, Vincent and me paste post-its to some others attachees' whom

we know lockers saying, goodbye, "ORD", n etc... haha!! Super-FUN!!

It was like, inside-out, all-over laahh..!! haha!!!

Then, we irritate Sham till' the clock pass 11.30am.
Till then, it's all over for me, no more FELS... haizz...

Zoo was the next location after i stepped out of Keppel FELS.

My zoo-mates were: Yan, Zul, Isa, Liyana, Lina, Nadia, Khatijah, Nabila.

haha! zo0-mates!!

The zoo has changed since i last set my foot there!

I mingled around with my besties, chimpanzee, roos and polar.

They were great, indeed.

Haha!!

Well, we had a long day there.

The place is so expensive seyy... wahh!! I can go bankrupt!

Anyway, we headed back when the day had turned dark actually.

Train and buses we took.

We hanged out awhile.

And shooof!!! all went home.

I got home tired arr..!!! ggrr..!!! hee..!!

M.J was unwell. Pity M.J.

All the best of strength for M.J!!

2007-03-30T00:34:00.000+08:00

Anak Jawa cintai si Anak Cina

Bermulalah suatu sandiwara lakonan pak jawa berrakan putri cina
Dongeng palsu atas bukan rekaan semata-mata
Kalau benar cinta itu buta,
Butakah cinta cerita si anak jawa
Kekata manis mengaturkan luahan moga sempurna langkah
Eloklah sandiwara cerita cinta bisa bergelak jenaka bersama
Tanyalah mengapa ini menjadi bahan kemusyikilan
Pepatah tak disangka diluahkan berentak alunan melayu didendangkan
Sayu di hati perit dirasakan
Syahdu alunan melayu dapat menenangkan
Campuran cina melayu bagai rojak dibayangkan
Akan sempurna kalimah cinta tatkala berasmara juga dilafazkan
Gaya lemah lembut sopan beradab beradat
Istimewa wanita ini berlainan dari hasilan barat
Senyuman di wajahmu terukir didalam hatiku
Walau hanya dipandang dari alat canggihku
Zaman kini sudah berbeza sudah lainnan cara
Pasangan masa depan diaturkan bukan oleh ibubapa
Aku cinta padamu suatu ungkapan yang sering berkumandang
Anak jawa tidak sesekali melafazkanmya dengan sewenang-wenang
Alangkah indahnya jika dapat bersama si anak cina
Terpautlah hati anak jawa kerna terpesona

Berlarutlah sudah masa demi masa
Diuji dengan rekaan cerita demi cerita
Kecekalan hati diharungi tanpa sifat prasangka
Cinta itu buta, kerna cinta ini dilahirkan untuk si cina
Dikaulah putriku,
Dalam sanuburi juga muncul dalam mimpiku
Maka kelulah lidahku,
Bila bersua muka, pabila ditikam oleh jelingan matamu
Seri hari-hari umpama keterangan cahaya matahari
Anganan ingin miliki bidadari untuk motivasi pagi
Marilah kita bersatu bersamaku
Bersatu hati bukan ikut bisikan nafsu
Usah terpedaya dengan limpahan celaan manusia berbagai bangsa
Moga akan teguh asmara cinta yang sering hangat membara
Rahsia tetap rahsia kerna dikau yang ku cinta
Usah ditanya mengapa kerna benar dikau yang ku puja
Palsukah cintaku…??
Tapi, siapakah wanita idamanku…??

p/s: please do not think negatively. Just felt like writing. Not emo or bla-bla-bla.
Don't worry, im still being scrazzy!! holla!!

2007-03-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

°ŝhe Łeft°

Scrazzy & Ummi

Always be remembered!

Masyi.Scrazzy.Ummi
United we stand!
Ice-cream cake for her!
Respect owner.

the name is Halimatussa'diyah Bte Sukaimi
a.k.a Ummi (to me)
on 23/3/07
she has left her friends for further studies
at UIA, Malaysia

a group of friends of hers had a gathering on 22/3/07
a farewell for her
the last outing before her departure
ice-cream cakes, food and picture-takings occupied our night
the moment to cherish, the moment to remember - for future

i, muhammad azra'ie
witness her presence in this world
gonna miss her laughter
her giggles and words of encouragement
understanding is always in mind
the friendship we are having, is not an ordinary
she's the sunshine when bad weather appeared in me
alhamdulilah, we still stand firm
insyallah, a true friendship will never cease! Love.

P/S: to those who do not know, i'm just close to this young lady. but we are not a couple. she's a very good friend to me. her presence make me strong.

2007-03-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

٭ғRIENDŝ

Bunch of peoples whom I know

I live to interact,we interact

Their presence shaped my life

Good or Bad, they are both

They have friends too, just like i did

No man is an island,i'm not alone

At times, we care more than others

At times, we dislike them more than others

Feelings, impressions play their role

They come, and so, they go for reasons

Absence of friends, we miss
Presence of friends, we misuse, at times

They have are humans too

Also,they are slaves of God too

We help for the better

Mistakes made were for a lesson

When in need, a few appeared

Shall i not ask for more

They have their way too

For somethings, we share

For somethings, we compare

Still, they are friends

Sobs and tears, not all dare to share

Laughter and fun, infinity

Trust yourself

Cos' some betray

So, follow us not to astray

Times spent together, do we cherish the moments??

A true friend is always there when u need

Your feelings, they care, indeed

So, what's your best moment with them??

For me, i love all

Fight is not the reason for my presence

For once, we need to realise their deeds

As long as the heart maintain its beats

Friends, never will i want to go

Our lives, we have our own goal

Honestly, i miss everyone who had spent time with me

Cos' i have only one life not many

For those who reads, i thank u

Appreciate for accepting me as a friend not foe

I believe, God predestined us to friend for long

For some, God predestined us to friend for a short

But, no matter what, i'll always remember you

Also, your deeds u did

For the negatives, i'll forgive

For the future, i'm meeting new people

With different attitude and styles

Whoever i'm meeting, i'll accept u for who u are!

My friends, you're not being forgotten

And, you are not alone

But one thing to share, we die alone

So, make those who are still living,

to have a better living before the departure

If i die tonight, i'm gonna alright

Just pray for me

And reminisce those memories

One life, love it!

2007-03-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

ֶֶĢraduated 5Ň2 Night Öutingֶֶ

►We Gathered◄

So, lemme update you kids what happened last Saturday.

It was an awesome gathering ever though it was short!

Total Strengths : 21 Youths (Graduated 5N's in Year 2004)

Guy : 20 Girl : 1

Some of them brought their own vehicles.

Car : 3 Bikes : Loads (haha!)

We had dinner together at Lau Pa Sat.

Tonnes of food were served!

We left Esplanade around 2am.

We chilled out and reminisce the past.

Fun! Fun! & Funny!

Ms Sakinah is sure going to freak out knowing this gathering.

One word : Unity.

Apologies cos' i didn't take the pix of all the attendees.

Guys, how about another round next year??

2007-03-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

•Sїck or Sїckənїng•

٠8th March 07'

Woke up having a stiff neck. Endured, to FELS.

Met the doctor in FELS. Pain!

٠9th March 07'

Body ached. Off to Tampines Polyclinics.

Received medications. Prayers. 1-Day MC.

٠10th March 07'

Movie outing. Spartans Rule! But, by night falls,

my strength falls. Saturday Fever?

٠11th March 07'

I've lost! My Throat Swells. Temperature rising.

Cold. Unwell.

٠12th March 07'

"Headbanging Ceremony". Again, to Polyclinics.

2-day MC.

٠13th March 07'

Rests. Visitors- Granny and Aunt/Uncle.

Received- Sireh, 2 Tubs of Ice-cream & $20.

٠14th March 07'

Polyclinics, again! Mangoes and ice-creams into

my tummy!! 1-Day MC. Still, unwell........

٠15th March 07'

I think, I need a Superhero.. anyone save me??

haha..

So, is it Sїck or Sїckənїng?

Tag your answer!

2007-02-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

Attachment : K'eppel FELS

Keppel FELS Limited

50 Gul Road Singapore 629351

Tel: (65) 6863 7200

Website: http://www.keppelfels.com/

Working hours: 0730hrs-1640hrs (1-hr lunch break)

Transport provided.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

Firstly, i'm soooo super glad that i'm attached to this well-known and well-established company.

But, my first day was a bit dull due to long waiting hours.

Passes were made for every individual attachees.

Proper Protective Equipments were distributed to us too!

Keppel's sooo damn nice, as compared to my previous company attached.

Nice environment, nice people and not soo nice timing.. hehe!

Journey was superbly discouraging. Far... Far East Levingston Shipbuilding.

I'm determine to go afar to get the best out of me!!

The provided transports are of high standard and has the best comfort!

Thumbs Up! (for now)

-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

::All About sCrazzy::

My friends, do not regret for what happened to u.

Whatever has happened were with your control.

Reminisce. Blame nothing. Accept with open mind.

Tests are bound to happen, when YOU believe.

Patience, Perseverance & Confident excels u for a better future.

My friends, difficulties faced strive u.

HE shall test u beyond your abilities,not.

Believe is all it takes.

Tests handled smoothly are the evidence to enter the Paradise.

Grumble, not. Blame, not. Smile!

Insyallah, believers are YOU, my friends!

2007-02-25T20:02:00.000+08:00

Give Your Comments Regarding This Edited Picture On My Tagboard

2007-02-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

2 dreams down
on
20/02

Both dreams were encouraged on my birthday recently.
I posted it on my blog.

I'll extend one of my dream due to my mistake.
I wished that i'll have it as soon as possible.
It happened around 4+am
Now, what's done is done....

Secondly, it's the girl.
She left me.
She left me a sms with injustice.
We were ok when out of the blue she ditched me.
This happened around 4+pm.
Now, what's done is done.....

I thank God for testing me in this world of His.
I smiled to show my acceptance to this test.

"Innalaha ma'assobirin"

Til' then...

2007-02-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

~F
~I
~N
~A
~L
~L
~Y

Now's the 1st time for me to blog for the day event after a long lazy update!!
Well, it has been in sCrazzy's mindset to be lazy most of the time!
Because of laziness, some people make it to be a successful businessman!
~yea.. Part of it is true..!!

Anyway on 11 Feb 07, i thought of revising for final semester exam...
But, due to my well-trained habit, which is, being lazy, i didnt revise...
hehehe..!! an idiot who still have the decency to laugh...
hmm...
sCrazzy had planned to get up late but the presence of Grannies, made me jumped off my bed early.. 11.45am i woke up.. to me, it's early... i need rest!
My next move was suppose to be studying.
I don't think so! True. I received a call from Fandi, he asked me to breakdance along with him in the afternoon. So, i accepted it.
But before that, i revised for 45mins alone at 386.
It was worth the time spent! Congrats!!
Then, sCrazzy rushed off to MDG to azan... Bopien, no replacement for Q.
Ok!
Waited for that Kental to appear at the bus stop after solat. He was late.
He fetched me with his 'Kapchai'.
We dashed off to the dome. Weehooo.... It's breaking time!!
For months, I've not been breaking!
But, the 'packs' formed for the past few months, was heavy...
Getting me so lazy... So i was lazying around.
In & Sabil was enough to ruckus the dome down.
The next minute, Faz appeared, pleading to me to get the Takraw net n ball.
I rushed home.
So, i joined them for a moment. They fixed the net.
My emotions was tested when Faz 'paitow' to play soccer and left me and the net with the ball motionless.
Some felt pity for me. But NOT HIM!!
Idiot.
Then, joined back for breaking... tiring..
haha!! i taught my younger bro to juggle and head the ball properly.
hmm.... he was just like me back then....
At 10.40pm, i reached home with my bro..
*pheww.... it's time to rest!!!

2007-02-01T13:45:00.000+08:00

Salamz to all!!!

Singapore 2-1 to Thailand.
Locals were 'bullying' the thai supporters.
But still, we've won for the 1st leg.
Hope that the Young Lions will excel well in 'their' land.

My friend, Md. Sufyan bin Hamadi, was hospitalised.
Let us all pray for the best of his health.
May Allah help those who needs HIS attention.

So, it was about Singapore & Yan.
What about sCrazzy...?

Projects Gone!
Presentaions No more!
Assignments Handed in!
Reports Sent!
CCA's taking a break!
Test...??? Arrghh!!!

Two weeks left before the Exam commences.

I need time to:

Chill out
Study
Carry out responsibilities
Activities

My friends, how..??

Any idea...??

This is life!

My life with her is getting better...

So, weehhoooooo..!!

Tirai's closing!

::Busy::

2007-01-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

HECTIC SCHEDULE!!!

PROJECTS

ASSIGNMENTS

REPORTS

PRESENTATIONS

TESTS

CCA

ALL BACK-TO-BACK

& BRAIN-SQUEEZING ACTIVITIES!!

(sorry for the uptight activities which leads to less updates)

Hearts Fityan!

2007-01-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum to my dudes n dudettes!

2 Weeks

2 Events

2 Locations

2 Intentions

For

1 cause, for Allah!

1st Event/Week

Perak. Nur Lembah Lenggong. 4D 3N. Sungai Perak. Fauzan. Patience. Frustration. Cigarettes. Will. Teamwork. Concern. Leadership. Sarcasm. Survival.Unity. Creativity. Oranges. Rafting. Sleeps. Prayers. Craps. Love. Nightwalk. Solo Drop. Reminisce. Oil Palm Plantation. Birthday. Objectives. Flying Fox. Expectations. Cakes. Voiceless. Independent. Brothers. Scoldings. Food. Tears. No TV. Honesty. Kiffah. Chewing Gums. Newbies. Slingshot. Task. Slow. Pressure. Secret Admirer. Faris. Support. Lesson learnt. Darkness. Motivation. Self-Belief. Exercises. Breakfasts. Misses. No phone calls. New Rules. Mime. Museum. Hampers. Sungei Buloh. A&W. Fun!

2nd Event/Week

Masjid Darul Ghufran. Cage Leader. 200 Sheeps. Paperworks. Ust Irwansyah. Cage. Briefing. Wrongs. Sacrifice. Slaughter. Knife. Feedings. Sleepless Nights. Rachets. Spanar. 7-Eleven. 3D 2N. Solat AidilAdha. Jemaahs. Takbir. Skinning. Coupons. Meat. Satisfaction. Manpower. Callings. Disobedient kids. Strengths. Friends or Foe. Thirst. For Allah. Objective-oriented. Smiles. Tears. Fear. Run away. Stench. Dirty. Challenges. Horns. Faeces. "Fucking"-(hehe). Ended.

For the whole stretch of two weeks, i was fully committed myself to Fityan Ghufran. i believe, this is the time to spend time and show that i really exist for reasons. i maybe disappointed by the words from 'him' but, optimistically, 'he' have his reasons to change me for a better. Anyway, i finally felt satisfied and surprise that i've made it through the whole Hari Raya Korban as a Cage Leader with the least problems faced. these two events, test my patience and my commitment towards an activity. i guess, i've proved myself wrong, that i can do it. but, there's still more challenges ahead. i shouldnt be arrogant or boastful. i'll do my best. With proper guidance and support from my friends, Insyallah. Amin.

To someone i love, im sorry that i didnt spend much time with u. Love is sacrifice. Thanks for your understanding. I respect/love you for who u are. When school re-opens, i'll spend time with u even more ok?

Sorry....

2006-12-18T00:52:00.000+08:00

Assalamua'laikum....

Hi All!!! Sorry for not been updating all these while...
Scrazzy's kinda busy with his work, friends and school shits....

Weehoo...!! Common Test's Over...!!
Holiday and Enjoyment..!!
I realli wanna go for KRC4 (Kem Remaja Cemerlang)
But, cashless.... What to do?
And also, my buddy's not going... Rahman Jenglot..!! Haizz..
Anyway, i miss him... it's been quite long i didn't really hang out with that idiot..
Haha!!
Expect the unexpected...!
Now, Fandi and Anuar always ask me out...
I can't reject Fandi's invititation cos' i miss those times together...
Like, silat, chill out, parkour... n whatever nonsense laa...
For Anuar, he's still a new friend that im yet to know more..
I don't go out with them cos' they got bikes..!
Maybe they love to hear my crap and nonsensical 'bla-bla'.
For some who yet to know, im now working..!
Finally, i have part-time job!
Guess what?!!
A soundman on training... hehe..!!
It's really a cool experience laa... New jobscope and la-la-la-la....
And not forgetting my lil' sweetie girl... Fiza...!!
New commitment on the run... Well, im gonna take care of her, aites!
Haizz... She's so like me... A separated or a long-lost twin i guess...
cos' she crap n kaypo like me... weehee.... sorry yea..!!

Shall i not utter much..
Chalo bete'...!!
And also, expect the unexpected...!!
Till then, i end with a new verse;
"When the night became bright and when the morning became dark. That's when the shark gets its new tooth!" - sCrazzy

..::19::..

2006-11-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

24-Eleven-2(DoubleZero)6

My Birthday, I went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic!
I Didn't skip my classes!!
After class, i celebrated with someone! Weeehoo.....!! Kool..!!

Who's the first to wish me on my 19th birthday?
Who's the person who celebrated on my 19th birthday after school?
Who have managed to make scrazzy a special guy on his 19th birthday?
Who strolled down the town with sCrazzy on his 19th birthday?
Who fed sCrazzy on his 19th birthday?
Who bought the ‘Cake of the Year’ for sCrazzy on his 19th birthday?
Who smiled and laughed all day long on sCrazzy’s 19th birthday?
Who stole a cab from a long queue with sCrazzy on his 19th birthday?
Who hugged sCrazzy’s school bag while waiting on his 19th birthday?
Who’s the who on his 19th birthday, sCrazzy?

One Answer: Fiza!

Well… she treated me at Seoul Garden!
She stuffed all the food we took into my belly!!
Nasty act by Fiza!
Anyways, thank you!!
I really had fun with you!
sCrazzy’s so touched!

Other presents:

Two headgears!

The Cap:
Custom made.
Gift from Ust Adek, Sufiyan, & Dzulkarnain
Costly.
Nice Design.

The Helmet:
Same design as Fandi's but different colour.
Gift from Fandi.
Motive : Motivate me to get my licence!
Costly.
Impressively Superb.

Not forgetting those who have the initiatives to wish me:
Papa. Mama. Nina. Assurah. Halimatussa'diyah. Masyitah. Liyana(ikan). Kyn. Zulfadli Sidek. Gret. Shaggy. Zuriana. Haza. Nabilah(ma'arif). Hasanah. Fadhlin. Rahman. Anuar. Isa. My 355 gang. My classmates. And to the others whose name's not listed and u know u did wish, thanks!!

Im 19.
I wish including with effort to have/get:
-Diploma graduated A.S.A.P
-Better guy in the future
-Complete memorising the Kitabullah
-License obtained A.S.A.P
-Feeling of secureness

Alhamdulilah, I've been given the chance to breathe through His Creation for 19 years.
Insyallah! May Allah bless me with the best for the benefits. Amin.
With all the things which is not mine, I shall postray to Him!

2006-11-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

Bboy Kim Yeon Soo -Gambler

Heyy peeps!! Look at this! Damn good..!! Big Time!!

Emotics

2006-11-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

Salam Alaik to all!!!

weehooo...
aite.. there's something in mind, new rhymes will be born
i dun get paid cos' this shit's my own!

yeah! see, many girls may pass catwalking infront of me
they got floor-sweeping blouse wanna attracting me
Look, aint the kind of type scrazzy's looking for
white tights, long pyjamas to black & white gore
boredom... only 5 percent makes me go "Awesome!"
stands out the rest, like a rose trying to go blossom
this 5 percent feel the boogie when i toss em'
under the street lights of the town, we gonna have some
nothing's for real on the night when she go bum-bum-bum
one heart's for sho'
owner of this piece, is keeping low
"N", she don't know
she's the one i've been waiting for
my type's will be a slow-mo'
Im gonna shout it to the world, holla' "she's my girl!"
nice treatment like maintaining the pureness of the pearl
filled with honesty; no lies, no grudges will be coming from me
heart-throbbing, occupied wholesome with anxiety
positive perception including sincerity
love that counts excluding huge money
that's what i need
love's what im gonna feed

haizz.. i think, that's gonna be it for now
think no more. what's written is no fake

::sCrazzy's Outtie::

2006-11-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

rempit jalanan

Look at this rempit's stoopid act.. silly..!! but hilarious...

2006-11-12T01:32:00.000+08:00

My Heart

My Heart

A love song. Emotional.
Not good recommended for me.
So, should i get laid on love?

scrazzy's not crazzy

2006-11-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

to all poets of bloggers!!
Peace be upon you..!!
May you all still meet the sunrise tomorrow...

before i proceed, i'll like to wish Leeya, a very happy birthday!!
Happy 14th birthday girl... Hope you're life will be much better than yesterday..!!
Insyallah. Amin!

Aite..!!
Bitches and Gentlemans...
Hope you're fine..
So, lemme bore you with my says!

Woke up late in the morning when the sun has already set above me!
Went out for a movie with Yan.
Covenant was the movie!
i've watched it, so, i became the 'director' for Yan.
Bought something for slenger... the birthday gift!
Was delighted buying for her.
That's the best i could give!
Passed it to Yan to pass it to her.
I don't want to pass to her personally.
Sorry. (some reasons)
Went back home to change.
Met up with Helfi and Acit for open-house invitations.
So, we managed to cover all.
Called up slenger to drop by her place for raye!
Pizza! Thank you slenger!
Walked back home.... Alone.... Bored....
Thoughts!
Wild!
I don't know why!
Till then, i feel frustrated over nothing!
Silly i should say to myself!
Anyway, i hope u like the gift i gave u..
Suddenly, something struck me..
"This girl's someone's GF, that girl too..!!"
It's like, everywhere i go some girls are someone's.
I miss being with her.
Honest! No lie!
Sorry.
We're no longer together, i shall shut up!
And, was let down by looking at some people's blog.
'writer' and bla-bla!
No fate. No hate. Just Great!!
I think im writing this aimlessly without any points in mind.
Just blast any words in mind!
I aint fine..!!
I'll stop!

Take care ya'll!
A lil' shout out for simple readers who understands!
If don't, get your eyes off this blog!
It's mine. Ain't yours! So, piss off!
Don't forget to thank God if you still see the sun rise tomorrow!
Chalo Bete!

todaayyy.....!!!

2006-11-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

Salams To All Believers.....!!

hmm... today's class was superbly boring..!
haha!!
so tired today.. zzZZzzZZzz... sleepy too!!

yesterday's raye was like chasing after a popular artiste!
Why? cos' my family and relatives spent around 10mins at every place.
We even have an alarm to signal to get their butts up!
that includes my grannies! hehe!!
1 funny moment!
scrazzy's a hero for his smoker's relative...!! hehe!!
im considered a new released smoker among my relatives.
here's the event like:
(i was beside my cousin,bad, also a smoker)
Uncle Kam: "Bad, ade lighter?"
Uncle Long: "Bad, pinjam lighter..."
Bad: "Bad tkde lighter.. Azz,Azz,Azz ade..."
Scrazzy: (in astonisment) "huh??!!" (slowly took out a lighter and passed to my uncles) "Aaargghh...!! Semunya Azz,Azz,Azz... haizz..!!"
Uncle Kam: "Ohh.. Azz pon da pandai isap rokok... Kalau bole tkmo kasi mama papa (my parents) tau..."
Bad: (smiling, gigling, rejoiced) "hahahaa....!!"
Scrazzy: (my parents knew it laa...) "hmm..."

Later at other location, Bad told me that he purposely did it to get my feel Busted!!
Haizz.. what a cousin... Never mind...
Throughout the whole outing, my uncles including my cousin will find me for a lighter!
Im the saviour! haha!!

Let's put it aside...

Now, im feel so glad to get to see Biskut busy messaging me... hehe!!
Last saturday, something happened to her.. she told me laa...
then, gave her advice and chat till morning with creative stories for her essays!!
haha!!
it's Pulau Siuman... Heard of it?
it's near Pahang... my had some childhood memories there.. that's what i told her..
if u guys out there wanna know, get me busy aite??
our conversation was a total blast with laughters and giggles... Im hapi for her...
the mood switched from "something" into Fun..!!
well, that's what sCrazzy's for right?? haha!!

What's up with today's 2nd lesson...
Well, it's Mr Chua... Mickey Mouse was given as his nick. hehe!!
Not my idea.. my classmates idea.
went into his class w/out laptop. (Must bring weekly)
Came into my mind to lie... hehe!!
(went into the class and meet him)
scrazzy: "cher!! i haven't recieved my laptop,it's still under maintenance since last week, so im unable to do the task today"
M.M: "Where's your laptop? How are going to do then? When are you going to get back your laptop?"
scrazzy: "I sent to Acer laa... i think i share with my friend arr..."
M.M: "You can't share with your friend. He gonna submit it by today, there's no time. it's going to be slow if you share... Then, when are going to get back your laptop?"
scrazzy: "Aiya cher! i help him laa.. we discuss.. no problem! it think by this week, i'll be receiving my laptop ar..."
M.M: "Where's the receipt?? They should provide you with the receipt right?"
scrazzy: (answered instantly) " The receipt is at home. I didn't bring."
M.M: "What happened to your laptop actually?"
scrazzy: "Virus-infected la cher! Can't switched on"
M.M: " They should provide you with the recovery CD right?"
scrazzy: "Yeah... but it's of no use. My laptop can't switch on."
M.M: " When it show Windows, you can start it right..."
scrazzy: " I can't even switched on my laptop. It wipe off my Windows. That's why it can't be opened at all.."
M.M: "Where do you send it to?"
scrazzy: "The company. Acer!"
M.M: "Why so far? We got MeL in our school to help right...."
scrazzy: "MeL doesn't support Acer la cherr.. I've asked them.. I sent it to Acer company at Jurong East.."
M.M: (He shoot me the same question before) "Then, where's the receipt?? I want you to show me... They should provide it right?"
scrazzy: "At home la cher...!! I didn't bring... i sent it a week ago.. hmm.. last week monday, the saturday before the monday.. I switched bag.. Last friday i put it in my other bag at home because last friday i showed to CM lecturer... today i brought a different bag.."
M.M: (thinking what to say..) "hmm.. then on wednesday you show me the receipt"
scrazzy: "ok cher..!! but they will send it to me by this week. maybe tomorrow or wednesday, by next monday should be ok..."
M.M: "ok.. by wednesday i want to see the receipt.."
(scrazzy smiled and turned to my friend)
scrazzy: "hey fir, did you listened to my conversation just now?
Fir: " Yeah... Is that just a reason or a real reason"
scrazzy: "Just a reason laa.. remember that that he wanted the receipt right?"
Fir: "hmm.. yeah.."
scrazzy: "I think im gonna bring my laptop and show it to him. but the receipt,im gonna tell him that the 'person-in-charge' at Acer co. took it.."
Fir: " Haha.. You're soo... smart ... haizz.. Haha!!"

Hahaa... well.. im mean.. hehe!!
Don't you guys try this out ok? I don't want to get the blame... hehe!!
I think i shall end here... hmm..!! thanx for reading!!

For biskut, i wish you all the best for your wishes for 'pure sciences'... Insyallah can laa..!!

Ahlan wa sahlan Ya Syawal! Hari Raye!!

2006-10-30T17:55:00.000+08:00

People.. Believers!!

Selamat Hari Raya...
(i know it's been a week ago..)
Weehhoo..!! Duit raye, here sCrazzy Comes!!
Ouhkay.. i'm old already.. so, no need laa.. hehe!!

Before I kick off my blabbering, I'll like to wish all those who Fast, Selamat Hari Raye!
For those muslims who escaped their way from fasting, sorry, Laknatullah alaik!

hmm.. 1st syawal, i was interviewed on air live on Warna radio channel for being an activist for RYC.
now, RYC's over, here comes SYC(syawal youth challenge) haha!!
then went off to geylang with the Imams.
munched and bargained whatever we wanted! hehe!!
dendeng ang sugar cane were our target...!!
Thanx Sheikhs for treating us the ramlee burgers!

We gathered that night to enjoy after a long hard work during ramdhan!! We Enjoyed with the Imams..!! Bros... Long Live Syabab!! haha!!

Then, early morning before solat raye, my family and myself rushed to Johore!
Balik Kampung..!! Atok..!! Nenek..!! Im off to your place!!

Parents and siblings of Mine!!! wee..!!! *big hugs..!!!
Selamat hari raya!!!

For those whom i rarely meet up,
I would to seek forgiveness for whatever crap I've done whether it's intentionally or not.
I wish the best for all!! & Selamat Hari Raya To All!!!

p/s: sorie for late update.. sCrazzy's busy with everyone around!!

Ramadhan, My Journey!

2006-10-19T03:04:00.000+08:00

Salam alaik to All the Believers!!

What now scrazzy??
New updates la deyy..
thousands of apologies to my big fans/friends of scrazzy!

Lemme say...
hmm...
well, everyday, i'll be doin' something at my beloved mosque, Darul Ghufran.
it's like a routine for me to do it annually..
dish washing..
porridge packing and distribution..
solat tarawih..
qiyammulail..
overnites...
chilling out with the dudes..
getting back home early in the morning before sunrise..
volunteerism..
and whatever la deyy....!!
i know you guys must be wondering my absence for updates..
relax la deyy... scrazzy's busy man on the run.. haha!!

whatever it is,
i would to praise the All-Mighty for whatever happens..
HE who gave me rizq;
HE who tested my patients and endurance;
HE who gave me strength to move on;
HE who knows whatever lies in my sweet lil' heart;
HE who fated me to do the stuffs daily;
And He who knows me Best;
so, Alhamdulilahirabbail a'lamin Ya Hanim, Ya 'Aziz, Ya Rabbal 'Alamin!

everyday, i'll always be rushing to my beloved mosque
everyday, i'll be with my dudes behind the building
everyday, i'll not be forgetting to remember HIS existence by thanking HIM
everyday, i'll be benefitting the moments during Ramadhan
everyday, i'll be thinking of the separation with Ramdhan for Syawal

So now, i'll like to grab the opportunities before my Departure;
to seek forgiveness from my fans
to be with the doers of good
to hold onto my promises

Ramadhan,
a month full of challenges;
a month full of barakah;
a month full of positive rewards for the doers of good;
guys, grab while it's not too late
cos' we've yet to see the sunrise during ramdhan
make full use of the time left for use
cos' Death for everyone is the closest thing to us
yet, we're blinded by the Creations of ALLAH in this World

Oh God, please wash away all our sins we did previously;
please enlighten us with Your taufik and hidayah;
please guide us so that we don't go astray;
please accept our sincere solats, ruku's, sujuds, fastings, zakats and du'as;
please away from us the irrelevant things;
please save us from Your 'Azab in the grave and Hell Fire;
please group us with the people before us that You've guided;
please lighten our body to amar ma'ruf for Your Cause;
please give us a good heart like the people before us that You've guided;
Amin Ya rabbal 'alamin. May Allah Grant us the best on Earth and the Hereafter
Insyallah!!

To my fans out there;
my apologies again for the poor frequency of updating my blog.
to sum up, whatever bads i did was all from me
And whatever good things i did came from HIM

Take care! Be Good!
Remember Him Always!
La pompo wa Takunsi!
Chalo bete!
Salam Alaik!
Alhamdulilah.....

Tell Ya'll Something Since Last Entry..

2006-10-03T09:59:00.000+08:00

Peace Assalamualaikum To All My Muslim Readers Out There!

Thousands of Apologies for my late update.
It's not that i don't wana update but, my schedule's uptight.
A lil' time to rest for myself.
I'll end up sleeping in my office and get the knockings on my head, there.
This is how it goes since 1st ramdhan together with 4th week of attachment:-
5.00am- sahur with family
5.45am- preparations for attachment
6.15am- off to West Coast
7.30am- Arrival @ West Coast
12.00pm- Sleep @ Site
1.00pm- End of Lunchtime
5.40pm- Get off from Site
6.10pm- Board a train
6.55pm- Alight the train
- Break fast anywhere & any food
7.10pm- Arrival @ Ghufran/Solat
7.50pm- Washing of the 'Dulangs' & etc...
8.20pm- Solat Isyak/Tarawih 8
11.00pm- Chill out..!!
11.30pm-12++am - Going home
1-2am- reach home

Well, this is it..! My schedule for two weeks of ramadhan.
No time to update.
This exclude weekends.
Weekends? Horibble. No need for an explanation.
Just forget it.

I'll be having a very short 1-week holiday next week.
I wanna go out wit 'writer'. hopefully insyallah!

hey...! Im so damn tired.
By the way, i've not break fast with my family yet.
so pathetic. see laa..
i don't even follow them to shop around.
reason: tight schedule and i hate crowds.
so, understand me please..!!

to people out there, please do not nag at me for not updating.
understand me please. unless u guys wanna switch body with me laa..
hahahaha!!

Ok guys, im taking my working hours to do this. Just to suit you guys. Ishk!
Im off now.
Grab the opportunity while Ramadhan is still around.
Don't just go shopping all the way..! Respect Ramadhan!
Barikillah humalana fi sharri ramadhan! amin!
P/s: my next update will be on the week after this week.....
take care! bubbye! weehoo...!!!!

Silly...!

2006-09-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah For Today!!

Reached my workplace late.
Why? Searching for my casing.
Found it in my bag, which i brought it to workplace.
Haizz.... Silly right?? haha!!
Guess what.. My colleague wants me to tutor his daughter..
AARRGGHH...!!!
Come On! I'm not that smart ass!!
He told me that her IQ's tip-top..
Haizz.. how am i suppose to tutor the girl?
I'm not good in explaining and my O's not that superb.
Borderline, Average.
I'm just another average joe under the street lights.
Wondering around all the time.
Think of this and that which sometimes sound insane.
Well, I'm sCrazzy. What do you expect?
I wanna be a good guy...
But it usually end me up into a silly one.
Anyway, I'm proud of myself for being like this.
Absurd? Yeah, but it's true. hehe!!
Sometimes, being alone is the best thing you can do.
"Best In The World", like my mentor. Haha!
Do i sound like I'm happy?
Hmm.. Maybe.. But, what's the reason behind it??
Arrgh.. I don't wanna think about it.
"As Long As You're Happy With It, It's Fine", another phrase in the yard.
Well.. that's me! hee..

So silly being sCrazzy, so silly being me!
Haha!!

p/s: to the 'sender', i believe you... a chance for me?

sCrazzy's not right??

2006-09-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

Whatever I feel, Whatever it is, God knows! Allah's All-Knowing!

Attachment for the day...
Received a sms from the 'writer'. Had a short sms in the morning.
Big Smile for it! :)
Hope 'writer' did the best for the prelim. i believe u can.
Today's attachment was not unusual. Same old thing.
Did have my lunch cos' i wasn't in the mood.
Was thinking about something.. my past...
About my relationship before...
The thoughts sank my mood down.
Now, Im thinking about you.
Who are you? Im still uncertain to have you.
You called me 'dear'. Im confused.
What was intention back then?
I just hate people get punk with my feelings.
What am I? A Marionette of yours?
I don't mean to be mean. I don't point that you're playing with it.
No harm intended. Advice stated.
I want to be nice. Be right for you!
If you want it, treat it like it's fragile.
Ditching me? let it be now.
Maybe, i just went too far.
The fact is, don't play around with words. Use it Appropriately.
That's what I've been thinking of today.
Sorry 'writer'.

I just want my usual self back! If there's a chance given, i'll choose to be with you.
Alright, we're just friends..

exhausting... but exciting..

2006-09-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

All Praises To The All-Mighty for Everything!

What's up with exhausting thingy, sCrazzy?

Well, for the whole week, i've been practising for my RYC showcase.
Tiring, of course!
Almost everyday after attachment, got together and move it.
I'm so damn tired.
Also, not forgetting, help out with the Fityan Orientation Programme.
Went all out as a logistic member to assist Hamzah Obek.
Did some helping for the games as facis.
Tiring...
Dashed to 104 (my session ground) for practise, awhile.
Rushed to the RYC tents, with Stylus to work out with Ust Sufian.
haha!! we tried to adapt to the floorings and stuffs..
Stylus left me but sCrazzy stayed at the RYC tents with fityans.
Helped them with this and that and whatever i can laa...
my eyes were so damn heavy...
"how am i suppose to wake tomorrow morning for madrasah?"
chilled out with hamzah and acit till' 3am.
Hamzah sent me home, a cab were hired.
Sunday morning, got up for Madrasah.
Shoot! Tired.. I pulled through..
Hurried to 104 for a final practise before the show itself.
After everything's over, helped the rest to clear up.
Then, some fityans hopped on to a lorry.
We're off to Al-Iman to unload the stuffs.
Fuhh... tired...

Hold On!! Where's the exciting part?

Here it goes..
After attachment, practise per normal but Stylus pulled through together as one.
We had fun practising though it's intensive for us.
Unity was there. Well done!
So, let's move on to Fityan Orientation Programme.
We laughed, we joked and we go, La-la-la-la....
Some of the guys, had some internal jokes between us.
Damn funny!! hahahaha!!
For my Madrasah, my Ustazah scolded me not to sleep but end up crapping with my friends.
Somehow, i was absurd at that time...
Well, Stylus and myself performed to our standard,we got 'extras'..
Then, we changed and did stuffs together. Unity again bro... Thumbs Up!!
Upon reaching Ghufran, helped out to unload the things, did it very fast!
On the way to Al-Iman, the guys went, La-la-la-la....
best thing is, we had the Ad-Dukhan session while boarding the lorry.
Rahman's crap was the craziest after all... Fish in the belly of a lamp post!!!
Before i forget, the writer started a conversation for the sms..
to spice up my mood, the writer called me something special for the second sms... Wowww!!!!

Well... everything's done is worth the effort contributed!!
Alhamdulilah, Allah answered my prayers for giving me the strength though still shagging throughout.
So, everything happened for a reason... God knows Best!!

p/s: anw, to the writer, im the 'guy under the street lights'... thank you!

Frowned Clown

2006-09-16T01:04:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah To My All-Mighty God!!

All praises for Him for still allowing me to stay in NP.
Actually, i've passed my repeated module.. So happy!
I felt that my doa's have been answered. Alhamdulilah.

I do not know why i felt so emo today..
What's Up Dude? Why aren't you cool?
I felt sorry for my close buddy, rahman.
His granddad passed away yesterday. (May Allah Bless Him,Insyallah)
(Al-Fateha)
Secondly, i felt really low as a God's slave.
I observed the world around.
Masyallah! His Creation! Allahuakbar!
I just can't wait for Ramadhan!
The fastings, the feelings, the tarawikh, the imams and etc...
Oh God, the Most-Merciful and Oft-Giving;
Please give me the chance to atleast feel the Event of Ramadhan!
Also, I'm a little stressful on the showcase.
Had to crack some juices out of my brain.
Well, i'm cool with it.
Lastly, I read something. It touched sCrazzy.
I know it hurts the writer. I sensed it.
I just feel like changing the event of the story.
I wanna help. I felt the pinched too.
Advised the writer at the MSN.
The reply was a laughter. Ain't no joke!
Indeed, i was very serious.
Left the writer with a salam and my words of a failure.
Still, i won't give up on reaching my goals. Never!

Till then, sCrazzy signing off with a frown!
No jokes, No laughter, sCrazzy's ain't a clown!

p/s: if u tink u're the writer, im the 'guy'. remember, dun give up hope on guys!!!

2006-09-12T21:27:00.001+08:00

sorry for my grammar and stuffs... forgot to check. hehe.. anw, im sick ok??

soo... sickeningly sick!!

2006-09-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

Sick.Sick.Sickening!
Fine! Im sick ok?

9/11/06
Wah...!! I got sick on the Sept 11 Anniversary... Haha!!
hey! im serious. im sick laa...
woke per normal was ok for me. slept in the bus the whole journey..
woke from the nap, my head felt so heavy, feels like asking the forklift to carry up to the 3rd floor office.. hehe!!
im sick ok??!!
haiyaa... i get myself to the Ansar 14, under repair, with my colleague.
We shut our eyes from 9am till 11.40am.
it was kinda slow for the time to pass each hour... (time goes by.. so slowly..)
my sinus rained down.. haiya... im sick!
bad sore throat roaring good time! ;(
i stayed in the office the whole day... boring.. big time!!
strepsils doesnt work for the me, but worsen my condition.
(time goes by.. so slowly..)
i cant wait to get to the mediacorp..
wonder how the event gonna be like... hmm...
took cab there. traffic was oklaa... not so good, not so bad..
still, im sick!
weehoo... Mediacorp, i've gotcha!! so, waited awhile till' the show starts.
few AS-attention seeker went rowdily.. so..... annoying!!
im just there to give a moral support for Stylus! weehoo..!!
met Jone a.k.a Usher... hahaha!! (what about The Faith?) hhee...
reached home late...
my condition worsen... haiya...!!

12/9/06
Again, woke as usual.. nothing happened.
got off from the bus, my headache ached alotss...!!
endure.. but, im stil sick!!
followed mentor onboard vessel 538/7..
im movement were unstable.. but, i stood firm and moved on..
but.. the smokes from the welding and grinding choked me..
also,the vessels rocks heavily... (oh god.. it's getting me up-side-down!!)
told him that im unwell and requested not to go to the yard for today..
he understood and wants me to drink red bull...
for my lunch, piping department and myself went to teban.
weehoo..! but, im still sick!! get it?
during the ride, mentor asked whether i've any GF..
i answered quickly, NO!
he asked me why.. replied him that im busy with my activities.. no time! (yeah rite!)
we carried on with the conversation..
i wondered why he kept on asking regarding my status.. (anyone with ans?)
hmm... after lunch.. weather was scorching!!
still.. im sick laa...!!!
mentor let me sleep in the container...
from 1.15pm to 5pm..
yuuhooo...!! nice..!!
packed up and head home...

so... the problem is.. im sickeningly sick..!!
hmm.. i accept this pain for Him(Allah)
hoping that with this pain im being through will help to clear my previous sins. Amin!

P.s: why aren't you replying to my messages? i still wanna be your friend.. honest!

Cool Or No Cool??

2006-09-09T16:08:00.000+08:00

Salam Alaik to All the Believers!!

Aite, it's been a week since my last entry.. Wahh..!! busy to the maximum extravaganza like the 'best in the world'.. i aint no 'standby'.. im doing my attachment. Up and down the scaffoldings daily.. For the early part of this week, i learnt alot! Pipes! Flanges!! And Launching!! weehoo..!! I managed to get onboard the vessel 528, a new-built vessel, to dock by the pontoon... Small leakage, but the SRM get a hell of a noise! " We, the piping department don't go gugu-gaga, why the SRM must kanchiong one?? Kanina!" said my piping mentor. I met new colleagues and conversate with them like 'the best in the world'.. haha!! My piping knowledge grew more and more each day. Thank him and thank Allah!! Alhamdulilah!!
This week kinda suay for me.. y?? haaaaaa...!!!! check this 2 event..!
Wed - 06/09/06
Went to ASL per normal. My colleagues told me to accompany one of them to the yard, cos' he wanna inspect something. i changed to my overalls with the boots and walked out of the office with my helmet by my side. so, i opened the door to the stairs, which leads to the ground floor before the yard. i stood still and looked around the yard while at the top of the stairs. "where's my friend?",i whispered to myself. Suddenly, toot!! what's it?!! i felt my forehead.. ohhh goshh...!! bird dropping!! i hate this! I covered small part of my hair, my forehead and my spectacle frame. So, i off to the gents for some clean up.
Fri - 08/09/06
After Friday prayers, i rushed back to office. I didn't change to my overalls cos' im lazy to go to the yard and also, the piping mentor wasn't around. he got something on and was on leave... so, i get to chill out in the office, doing nothing. haizz... Then, i went for a tea with my colleagues. hmm... there were 5 of us. so, they smoked outside the canteen. i was under a shelter alone while the others were around the shelter. But, i don't know somehow, another bird dropping dirt my shirt. It came down from the above, i don't know how and why it had onto my favourite shirt. Why doesn't it fall on the others when they were not under the shelter. Washed the "kmdksfnidmfifm" off....

Haizz.... Do the birds hate me so much? I aint disturb them... Give me a break aite?!

There's something in mind that i wanna share. A very different conversations from usuals with my mentor and another worker.
mentor: Azra'ie, Uncle will be on leave this friday. So, you'll follow Uncle Din.
me: okay, cik!
mentor: Uncle need to claim for my custody this friday arr. Two of my child will be home with me.
worker: so, you going to get your children laa??
mentor: Ya! Even the groceries i have to buy for them. I give them allowance and etc.
me: (nodding) Uncle, your children have grown up is it??
mentor: Yeah.. there's one of your age laa.. okay, did u watch Anugerah Skrin on Suria previously??
me: (pretending) ouh ya! why?
mentor: My daughter joined the competition. Erfa.. Erfa Fatima.
me: (pretending again) ouh yes!!
mentor: why? you wanna get to know her ar??
me: no laa, Uncle.
mentor: i don't think you suit her. She's tall, alike my height. I think you're too short for her.
me: (pretend to smile) hehe! (he's thinks im a desperado kosong hero kambing zero koro-koro sambal burger bodoh? Excuse me! Im someone with pride and honour ok! But Im not an egoistic fellar.)
Then, the mentor carried on talking nonsensically. I kept quite. haizz... I aint a cheap guy. I realli don't the comment. haiz... Oh God, please let him think before he says anything unneccesary to others!
Attachment's corner is over for now!!!

For other activities, i spent a lil' of my time with them. Thank Allah that He gave me strength to give a helping hand to the youth of Ghufran during the Nisfu Syaaban. It was indeed a successful event. Alhamdulilah! And, Applause for you guys!
Then on Friday, had a 'meeting' for the sub-comm and exco for Fityan. Wasn't very serious then cos' im too tired to be serious for the mean time. But, i don't know somehow, the fish gets excited to see me. E.g, i entered the ghufran office on the nisfu syaaban, the first thing i heard was, "Hi Azra'ie!!!". I know it's her cos' i recognise the fishy sound. hehe!! Also, i msged raudhah, asking her whether i need to attend the meeting. Before, we end our messaging, she typed " Liyana mentioned. Azra'ie's coming?! yeay!"
Hehe!! Atleast, i feel welcoming by a fish. hehe!!!
Sorry liyana. i don't me to talk bad ab0ut you. oooppss!!!!
After the meeting, i hanged out with the 'left over' guys! haha!!

Before i end this i wanna share my words(hehe!!) :-

Ouhkayy..!! Once ever had a dream when I was a lil' kid
Counting day by day, counting it with every beat
Sweet crap rapper crapping down the streets
Influencing other kids for a duo acting superbly stoopid
Start it off with A-Z then to Mr. Azz
Boasting like a pro at the backyard attempt to kick some arse
Intertwined lips of mine non-stop,tip-top humming, finding tunings
So sickening remembering the past doping silly things
Practice's neccesary, practice unncessarily
Experience going through transformed me into sCrazzy
So, you get me? You get what I mean?
Can't you see, my dribbles aint obscene
Now, I'm bucking back a pencil, expand the veins
Beyond the brain, driving it insane
I write short sweet poetry not for a rich man's son
No son of a gun, for an unintended someone
Oh man..!! That bootie when she boogie, she amaze me, Im so crazy
Back to me! I gotta hold the description, just another introduction for my entry!
La Pompo Wala Takunsi!! Excuse me!!

That's it folks!! So, i'll conclude this with, "is it cool or no cool??"
Salam alaik to the believers again...!!
tll next time...

Under Boredom Faced By sCrazzy..

2006-09-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

May peace be upon to all the readers...!!

On the 1st Sept 06', azz skipped his attachment for a day. he took a leave for a medical check-up held at CGH. it's for the result for my illness faced 2weeks ago.

"there's nothing in your blood and urine test. You're fine. No problem," the doctor informed.
i replied," ok!"
the doctor added," if there's any pain or similar case should be happening, u can give a call to this clinic F."

then, he made a check on me to be assure of any pain, if there's any.
haizz... again, im not being admitted to the hospital. No negative thoughts purrleessss.... i prefer to admitted cos' i like the ambience not the pretty nure. im weird due to my history whereby, im always been sent to hospital cos' of my asthma. i went about 3x/mth. it was a challenge for me to survive as i have to struggle to stay i this world.

ok, that was back then. back to reality! i hanged out at the container at ghufran after the friday prayers till 6+pm. im certainly sure that i miss hanging out there since i got busy lately. Sorry Fityan dudes and dudettes!! be reassured that i'll be with you all again soon.
I wanna apologise to Ust ahmad and Ust Jamaluddin cos' i can't commit myself as a mosque assistant this time cos' im having my attachment. :)
to my bros of stylus, my apologies for my absence. i just need a space for myself for the meantime cos' my attachment weakened me.

For the end of the week, i spent time with the ghufran buddies..
weehoo....!!! nice of them to entertain my crap. apologies to offer to those who ought to be 'victimised'... hehe!!
Nal, Nas, Helfi, Isa, Hamzah, Hilmi, Lyana, Raudhah, Haza and myself were creating a ruckus at Afghan. We saw local comedians having their dinner at the Afghan. But, i think, i'm a better comedian than them cos' i'm a street comedian to my fellow buddies. Non-stop craps and laughters. Pity Haza cos' she's always been my victim. It's not that u're naive, but you're indeed a nice person to interact with. For Lyana, it's a different case. A fish lost in the city of Tampines. Imagine that!! ahah!! Sorry lyana, joking corner... haha!!

That's it la Azz...!!! Zip it will you??!! alrite-alrite.... im done with the nonsensical ideas..
I'm sleeping ok? U get it?? im working in the morning laa...... haizz...

To others that i hardly hang out with, my apologies.
I love u guys. I love 'siti' too... I've got loads of friends but a single of myself can't afford to entertain all.
I'm hoping to entertain you better than the rest,'siti'.
Life.Is.So.Amazing.
(wanna know who's siti? wait up till' my next blog...hehe!)

"Cinta ada dalam hati setiap manusia. Carilah ia di situ....."

Ship Repairment Manager (SRM) Wannabe... 3rd&4th Day

2006-08-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

4th Day

Happenings......

Compressor for propeller
Oil tank starboard manhole! Went in!
Pipes & Flanges (a.k.a human blood vessel for ships)
Unofficialise lecture by Mr. Yunos. (Best In The World)
SRM-wannabe chilled at fore peak!

Happenings...!!

@ 8.15am - Met up with Mr.Yunos for a 'lecture' at a container

@ 10.15 - Tea/Ansar 14

@ 12pm - Lunchie munchie
@ 1.15pm - Met up Uncle Andy (pipe specialist)

@ 1.25pm - Attached to ASL 548 (for pipe & safety)

@ 4pm - schematic drawing/ piping workshop

@ 4.30pm - Office (updating of report)

@ 5pm - tea

@5.20pm - Ansar 14 (generator checking)

@ 6.3opm - changed/wash up

@ 6.40pm - Home sweet in taste

Basically, the 4th day was totally a Yard Day for me! Weeehooo....!

Fun-time!

Was raining the whole day through-out, it's a worthwhile experience.

I manage to get into the oil tank.

-stuffy

-cold

-hollow

-squeezy

Ok.... Piping's super-fun...!!

the schematic

the material

the production

the installation

the adjustments

Alot of critical thinking and creative mindset is required to overcome any problem arised.

Not everyone can be pipe/flange master

every pipe leads to another equipment.

it acts like a human blood vessel for vessels.

3rd-3rd-3rd

D . A . Y

Ok then... pics are not possible to be updated due to some technical probs!

Well, it's good to spend time in the yard...

BUT!!!! Safety is important...

Be alert of everything around you..

An engineer must be alert of things around them!

hehe..

anyway, i increase my circle of friends on that day.

the new muslim bangladashi pipe installer, to me.

we talked about the things around

education

family

life

islam

work

Thank God for letting me to meet a new friend

He showed me the prayer site.

May Allah forgive him and locate him in Paradise,cos Allah's the Oft-forgiving.

Had a long conversation

hehe...

oklaa.. that's basically all.. nothing much to share

cos' my eyes are getting heavier by each word typed.

PS : Apologise due to keep on saying on my attachment.

this blogging also helps me to remember in the future.

hehe..

thanks for dropping by, drop more la k??

hopefully, u include your phones, gadgets n etc to drop

set??

(best in the world!!)

Belah ayam, belah itik;

Azz blah pon cantik...

Weeehooo...!! An engineer on the loose..!!! 2nd day!

2006-08-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

@ the yard. Ship-building.

In the tug boat. Parts in the Engine Room.

Basically, this is my attachment kind of environment. It may look simple but it's way damn tiring. Today, i manage to walk around the yard as when i like. (act like a supervisor)

It's better today cos' i learnt alot.. anyway, i've jus withdraw my overall (jump suit), helmet and boots. Im an engineer.. wee..!!

hmm.. I've learnt :-

- the identifying the front and back of the barge

- the hopper (carry loads of sand) + tug boat

- location of engine room and functions

- witness the 'travel lift' which lifted a tug boat + blocking

- onboard a tug boat

- fire safety in a tug boat

- gas checking

- plasma arc welding

- commissioning by 'best in the world' (haha!)

- job scope of my department

- stabilising barges (huge poles)

- assign jobs at specific time

- updating of each sector during meeting

- etc...

sounds cool? ok laa... but it's a tiring day for me.. it's worth it though...

marine engineer + electrical engineer = 'best in the world' (haha!)

hey! im like doing a report now, informally... haha!!!

till' then.. im off now..!!

to all the engineers out there, safety first..!!

All praises to Allah who saved me from falling from a high-level hopper.

*Pisyi-sasyi bla-bla-bla. Chao..!!!

A 'kick-start' for my attachment..!!

2006-08-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

Peace asalamu'alaikum to all..!!

A good boy is always a good boy -Azz. Why? Cos' im earlier at my workplace. Way very early! Hey, i was bored by this lazy malay receptionist. Why? She was lazy to speak English. Check this out!
Me : hmm.. excuse me.. may i noe how may am i suppose to get to the Human Resource?
R : -blur look- u malay???
Me : Yeah. Why??
R : Tunggu jap. Office belum buka.
Me : -nod- ouh!! ohkay..!! thanx!!

See...!! Pathetic! I was like, why can't she just reply me in English?? Is it so difficult? I don't mean to be smart or clever. Im just being myself. haizz.. After a long wait, the other of my coursemates showed up, the discussion starts... and there comes my Pass!!! Weee...!!!
Here's something i wanna share! It works! I learnt a new Doa by Ust Shahrom. ok, here it goes.... my classmate firdaus, was lost while making his way to his workplace. (mine and his workplace is different, he msged me earlier to update) I got worried, so, i chanted the Doa to myself with confidence. (i told him i'll pray for him) the next thing he replied me was, "hey azz, your Doa was taken by God. thanks la azz..!". i did this a few times before i got to my workplace, and it really happened. All Praises To Allah!
Back to attachment. Ok, i was sent to "Shipping Department" alone. The others were paired. Ishk! Not fair! Nvm, i love being independent. I don't really have anything to do there except to photocopy some buckets of documents. I stood and did it till my neck ached. haizz... that took me only 30mins.. the rest of the time, stared at the blank wall, twist my seat and read the brochure. hmmm.. hours for that.. radical right??
i had an early lunch too!! 20mins before the rest. i had it all alone. i joined m coursemates once after i left for somewhere! hehe!! I find them quite interesting... After Lunch, back to office. Boredom again... Wah!! Cianzz... This time, i have to sort documents accordingl. Hey! Marine And Offshore Technology in Ngee Ann Polytechnic doesn't teach me how to file up documents! We are engineers and not admin! i got hours before doing that. so i sorted it slowly till 6pm. waste time. tiring laa... well, arm strength + eye crossing + patience = Marine & Offshore?? Hell No..!!!!! Some things i should appreciate u see, like the courtesy and offering biscuits to me. They are also another bunch of crap-talker in the office. Not much laa..
After all, i learnt something new atleast, i mean, admin stuff and bla-bla-bla bullshit..!!
At 6pm, i rushed out of the office and met up my coursemates. We chilled out awhile there.
Rode the same bus. But, i made my way to Np cos' of Dikir Barat Training. Im late but i've to dash home early. hmmm...
Finally got back home by 10.15pm. A long tough day i should say...

To firdaus, take care of yourself there, im worried about u!
To rahman, i miss our crap today!
To the rest of my pals,
*la pompo wala takunsi.. chao cab!!

A week of mine...

2006-08-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

May Peace be Upon the readers...

i shouldn't be saying my week was bored nor fun...
was like an ordinary week for me. was tough though, for the first few days.i had to battle with my exams which was consider as back-to-back kind of thing, one exam after another. from the week before, came down to school, burn my sleeping hours and chilling periods for my revision. at least, im proud of myself this time cos' i really put my heart and soul to work for it. somehow, i mange to realise it earlier. it was worth my effort! haha!! (a shoulder tap for azz).

after the exams over, on thursday, i rushed back home with my classmates and dashed to meet my dude at 355. chill out for awhile n went back. then, i joined them for soccer. wahh..!! i didnt know i was capable of playing soccer as a goalkeeper that good. another achievement for me..!! wee....!!! that thursday was super-fun though i had to crack my brain during exam early on.

my friday was ordinary. after solat, i hang out with the fityans at the 'container' before off for my breakdance session per normal. the session was a bit slack for me,initially. they came late, so i joined the kids to play soccer. haha!! (childish) on the later part, after 'boss' came down, he taught us some tips and basics again. tiring of cos!!

saturday. woke up late in the afternoon. slacked around at home wit my lappie. then, meet up with rahman at the interchange for a religious class (kpr) at ghufran. he gave a knock on my head as soon as he saw me. what a greeting! haizz.. the class was cool. was bein' good by listening, asked Qns and wrote some useful notes/doas. best thing for that was, rahman, isa n myself hanged out at one of the void deck behind Ngee Ann Sec till 2.30am. we crap n talked alot. laughter will always be around when im with rahman. haha!!

at the end of the week, i went for my madrasah every sunday at 8am. we entered the class late. i was interactive in class this time. hehe!! got home early to watch cartoon, 'Zach Bell'. im into it for the meantime. again with my lappie. did my prayers and took a nap. i didnt attend my breakdance session cos' have to prepare for my atachment on monday. aiyah.. cian arr... nvm.. a new 'world' coming ahead.

ok... i wrote alot.. main thing is, i spent alot of time with rahman this week. a super-fun joker cum a good buddy to me.. i love being with him alot. he's like my twin though we are in different line. our jokes matched each other. i love teasing his dad's hair.. haha!! sorrie bro.

im glad to stay alive. thank god! All Praises To Allah.
till the next time yeah...
catch me later...!!
*la pompo wala takunsi... chaocab!

Trial Run..

2006-08-26T00:38:00.000+08:00

Lemme kick this off with unintended words to be spoken...
A lil' of my rhyme before i start with the written...